It has been 6 months since alpha academy. I miss everyone so much but I miss Hunter so much it hurts. I thought it would get easier as time went on instead it seems like I miss him more and more each day. He messaged me when we first parted but now nothing I haven't heard from him in months. Not a word. I have messaged and called so much that I think I am actually on the verge of being a stalker. I tried to stop myself I felt like it was becoming pathetic, but he said he loved me, I really thought he did. It was my 17th birthday 4 days ago. Ty had a party. I didn't really feel like partying. I don't feel like doing anything anymore. I have been trying to forget Hunter. I have learnt to control my emotions by just not having any. It hurts too much, I am just sort of hollow and broken ins