It's Always Been You

Chapter 4

Leon's P.O.V

⚠️Slight Mature Content Ahead⚠️

Ever since that day Victoria Lockhart entered my office for her interview, it's has been a real challenge for me to keep my hands to myself and the tent out of my pants. She had seemed extremely nervous that day like she always does around me. My Vicki was a shy one.

 Back in high school I would always sneak glances at her  when no one was looking. I had snapped a few pictures of her along the way. I sound like a creep, I know, but she just fascinated me. I was always too scared to ask her out with the fear that she would reject me. It's not that I can't handle rejection, I can, just not from her. I've been known as quite the play-boy back in the day so I knew that at first glance Vic would never want to be with me.

I had always been in-love with her. Heck,  I still am. There was just something about her that drove me crazy. After we graduated and I left for college, I had given up hopes of ever falling in love or ever meeting her again. That was until she stepped into my office that day looking for a job. She was always beautiful in my eyes back then, but somehow now she became even more beautiful. 

Magnificent even. 

When she started stuttering, I told myself that maybe she was just shocked to see me again. After all, I myself was shocked when Many handed me her file. However, when she tried to walk out of my life by giving up on the job, I had to stop her, so I hired her on the spot to keep her close. Then she did the unexpected and hugged me, I was barely able to keep my s**t together. I held her in my arms for the first time and it felt so good but I needed more so I put my head in the crook of her neck and inhaled her lavender scent. The scent I had longed to smell for years. My desperate actions made her flinch and pull away from me and I must admit, it made me feel a bit sad.

That night, she was all I could think of. She had my heart racing again, something I haven't felt in a while. I just couldn't wait to see her again, so I ask Mandy to let her come to the office the following day. She showed up in a dress that brings out the color of her beautiful dark skin as well as her curves and nice ass. 

What I wouldn't give to hold that ass right now? I had to think of old naked grannies to ease the strain in my pant.

I had to be hard on her. It's the only way I can control my emotions . I made my way around the desk while I outline her duties and tasks and couldn't help but notice that whenever I'm speaking with her, she doesn't look at me. Is she afraid of me? I wondered. Do I scare her? It hurt a bit to know that she was afraid of me, so I asked her just to make sure. She had answered no with so much innocence in her eyes that I had to act harsh to bring myself back on track.

I offered her a ride home that day and was glad I did because that was the first time I held her hand. When I'm around her, I'm unable to control my actions. I just hope I don't come off as creepy to her.

The next day, I noticed that Mandy had her working alone and was just monitoring her  as she worked. I was proud of her at least. Then I got a call from Amber, my fiancé. We had been together for the past 6 years since we graduated college, we got engaged about a year ago as I thought marriage was the next logical step in the relationship, but now I am rethinking it. We met at university and hit it off from there. She became a model for a magazine and I took over the company when my dad had retired, building apps and designing software and such. I had gotten my degree in computer engineering and business management in order to follow in daddy's footsteps. He had always been my role model. He had never really  liked Amber but he hid it pretty well to not make her feel uncomfortable. Especially as she is my fiancé and also because he wanted to merge our companies.

Amber was indeed beautiful, she had long blonde hair and green eyes, but she can be a really bitchy if she does not  Get her way. The call from her had me in a state of panic as I thought of what Vicki might think if she answered the phone. It's not that I'm hiding Amber from Vicki or anything, Vicki and I aren't even in a relationship, but I just wanted to see if there was a chance that we may have had something between us first.

My cellphone rang and my buddy Mark was on the line. I came out of my office as I took the call near the staircase. I just wanted to sneak a glance at Vicki just one more time. When the call ended I was just leaning against the wall and watching Vicki work. I noticed how she would stick her tongue out when she is trying to concentrate, and squeeze her brows when she is confused and taps the pen on her cheeks when she is thinking. Then she would go back to typing the information I gave her.

I stared at her for a while and smiled a bit. My sweet Vicki. 

As if she felt me looking at her, her head snapped in my direction and our eyes met. I held her gaze as my breath hitched and my breathing became a heavy. Her gaze scorched mine and the moment became even more intense when I refused to look away from her. She held my gaze and I held hers. Her hazel eyes demanded my attention and I gave it to her, it was as if she was pulling me in, drinking me and I loved every minute of it. I am not sure for how long we had been staring at each other but Mandy snapped her out of her daze getting her attention once more.

I was out of view so Mandy couldn't see me staring at her. I returned to my office wondering what just happen, I delved myself into my work making important calls and drawing up contracts to meet with developers. It was almost lunch when I decided to use the bathroom and freshen up a bit. My phone rang and it was Mark again asking me to hang out with him and Keith on Saturday, apparently they had double dates and wanted me to join.

I told him that Amber would be out of town but he didn't want to take no for an answer so he told me his sister Larissa, would be accompanying me. I didn't mind though because his sister was hot as hell. I agreed and hung up the phone when I saw Vicki standing  in my office staring at me. I continued buckling my belt and buttoning my pants then sanitizing my hands and she was still staring at me. Her eyes lowered to my zipper and my pants begin to grow tight. Her gaze is so electrifying.

She moistened her lips and bit into them In a sexy way and the dirty thoughts that clouded my mind were unbelievable. I imagined How would it feel to have those plump lips against mine or how they would feel around my c**k. I was getting more aroused at the thought and couldn't help the guttural growl that escaped my throat. The sound seemed to draw Vicki's eyes from me as she bolted for the door.

Damnit! Damnit! Damnit! I pounded my fists loudly on the desk. Why am I acting like a hormonal teenager? But damn she made me So horny. I needed a release ASAP or I won't be able to focus. I grabbed a small bottle of lube that I kept in my desk. Don't ask why! I made my way to my bathroom and locking it.

I dropped my pants and released my strain. My c**k was so hard that it ache. I Applied the lube and gently stroked my length up and down as thoughts of Vicki Came to mind. I throw my head back as I imagined her lips on mine, kissing me with need then slowly down my neck, my chest, abdomen and stopping just above my c**k. I moan as I imagined her tongue grazing my tip teasing a bit before putting her hot mouth over the head and sucking. Another moan escapes my throat as I picture her going further and further down my length until I feel the back of her throat then began sucking harder and faster with one hand at the base of my c**k and her tongue swirling and sucking. I imagined holding her head in place as I stroked her hot wet mouth. My strokes become faster as I felt my release close. I imagined Vicki's head bobbing up and down with my hands fisting her hair. Oh God I was so close now. Almost there. Just a little more. Just a little.... "Urghhhhhh" I groan out as I found my release and continued stroking until every last drop of semen left my shaft.

 I cleaned myself up before going back to my desk to continue my work. I felt much better now. I just have to refrain from seeing her for the rest of the day to avoid getting the worst case of blue balls known to mankind.

I had scheduled a business lunch with Derek Chung, a developer, to finally close a deal that I had been trying to close with him for months. We shook hands and depart and I made my way back to the office. 

I received a text from Mark and ignored it. He keeps pestering me because he thinks I would blow them off on Saturday. I'm not much of a social person but if I gave my word and say I would be there, then I will.

He finally called and I pick up.

"What?" I asked roughly.

"Is it wrong to call my best friend?"

"What do you want Mark, we just spoke like 2 hrs ago." I said getting annoyed.

"Chill man, I just called to ask where you think we should take the girls on Saturday."

"I don't know, you know I'm not good with this stuff man." I told him.

"I know, I know. I'll just ask Keith. You are hopeless. And don't blow me off man. My sister is excited." I laughed and decided to tease him a bit too. 

"Yeah, My little friend is excited to meet her too." Mark's huff was clear through the phone. I swear that line works every time. 

"Dude, if you touch my sister..." I cut him off.

"Relax man, I won't touch her, maybe kiss her, but I won't touch unless she wants me too." I teased again.

"Your ass better be glad I'm so far away from you." I laughed and We talked some more. I can never be bored with Mark around. It's always so easy to get him worked up. I made it back to the office and started to prepare for my meeting with Rose of finance.

Thoughts of Vicki were back on my mind but I closed them off and got back to work. My phone rang again. I swear sometimes it annoys the hell out of me. This time it was my mom calling so I grabbed it quickly answering. I haven't heard from her in a while. She and my dad were off vacationing in the Bahamas.

She asked me how I was and said she won't be back in L.A for another two weeks. I let her know how much I missed her and hung up just as Rose of finance walks in. She was wearing a short skirt and her blouse was too tight, her Breast were almost falling out of her top and I looked away. Only Vicki's boobs can excite me.

Was she trying to get my attention? I wondered. I know I'm good looking but this is just wrong. Only Vicki is allowed to get my attention. After noticing my thoughts were always swirling back to my Chocolate assistant, I prayed for this dreadful day to hurry up and end.

It was indeed Torturous!!