When Trust is Gone - The Quarterback's Regret

Together At Last

Chapter 10

Addison’s POV

I can’t believe that this is happening. I had dreamed of being with Garrett like this. After how he had turned on me, that was all I thought it could be: a dream. I know what is about to happen, but I wanted this too. I have for the last several years. I wanted him for so long, but this was more than I thought it could be, at least for me.

I never thought that I would get the chance to be with him. He doesn't seem to think that I am too big for him or unattractive. The way his eyes were running all over me, it was like he was trying to commit me to memory. I have to say that it made me confident. I often get disrespected because I decided to wait, but I am glad I did now. I was happy that Garrett would be my first kiss. My first everything.

Seeing his p***s was a little intimidating, but I believed him when he said that he was going to take care of me. He had never lied to me before. He may have been a jerk towards me, but he never lied to me. I trusted him. I laid back on the bed as he kicked off his shoes and stepped out of his jeans. I started to slide my jeans off, too.

“Wait, stop, Addison. I wanted to do that,” Garrett told me.

I bit my lip and stopped. My jeans were at my knees, and I watched as he got on my bed, bracing himself on his knees. I closed my eyes as he took me all in. I was not thin like Tammy; now that I was naked, I was worried about what he was thinking. I knew it would destroy me if he rejected me now. I would be too embarrassed to get naked again for a long time after this if he wanted to stop now.

“Baby, open your eyes,” Garrett told me. I could tell that his voice was deeper than before. I opened my eyes to look at him and waited for him to tell me that he had changed his mind and was leaving. My heart was bracing for him to say it. I was sad at the thought of him being disgusted by my body. A tear escaped and ran down the side of my face. Garrett wiped my tear away and said, “Addison, you are so beautiful.”

I was stunned, of all the statements that I was expecting, that one was not on the list. “What?” I managed to squeak out.

“I said you are beautiful. I wanted you to know that I think you are beautiful. I want you to be mine, Addison, from now on. What do you say?” Garrett asked me. He then looked at me with concern as more tears flowed from my eyes.

“I say yes, of course, I want to be your girlfriend. I love you, Garrett,” I told him as I sat up and leaned forward to kiss him. I was so happy he wanted to claim me as his. That was something I had always wanted.

“I love you too, Addie,” Garrett told me before he kissed me again. This kiss was filled with more. He swept me away with just a kiss. It was almost overwhelming. He was touching me everywhere, and before I knew it, he was kneeling between my legs and rubbing a sensitive spot with his thumb. I was overcome with feelings as my stomach tightened, and my legs started to shake. He slid a finger into me, and I went over with a scream.

As I was coming down, I heard him tear one of the condoms open. He took my hand to help him slide it onto him. I was glad it was dark in the room, as I was shy. I rolled it down his length and tried to stay calm as I watched him settle between my legs. I laid back on the bed, and he gave me a wink before he rubbed his p***s back and forth on my slit. I was wet, really wet, and I hoped it wouldn’t be that bad. I heard it felt great. After a slight sting, I prayed that information was correct.

“I love you, Addie,” Garrett told me as he nudged in. He then pulled back and slid back in further, and I gasped at the pain. I didn’t expect that at all.

Garrett froze for a moment and said, “I will give you a little time to get used to me. Just relax; you are so tight. I feel like this is my first time, so I am going to nut right now.”

Easier said than done. I felt full, too full, and there was little chance I would just relax. Thankfully, he realized that and then reached down between us. He started to rub the little spot he had rubbed earlier. I did begin to relax, and Garrett started to rock a little. The moment I moaned, Garrett smiled at me, pulled out, and slid into me again. It took just a few strokes, but I knew what all the hype was about now.

Garrett held my waist and started thrusting into me at a much faster pace, but I couldn't get enough of him. This time, when I crossed over again, I saw stars. I could barely catch my breath, and Garrett cried out as well. He pulled out of me gently and rolled the condom off. He threw it in my trash bin and lay down behind me. When he kissed the top of my head, I almost melted into the bed. I have never been so happy. This must be what bliss feels like. I was relaxed, and it felt like my dream had come true. Garrett and I were together. I wanted to squeal out in happiness. I couldn’t wait to go to school tomorrow and let Kate know.

We fell asleep in each other’s arms, and I woke up a few hours later to Garrett pinching my n****e. I was a little sore but happy to sleep with him again. He was my boyfriend and, hopefully, after college, he will be my husband. I couldn’t say no to him.

This time, he explored my body more, and I enjoyed every single moment of it. I didn’t have to hold my moans or cries in, and I felt safe to be with him. I didn’t hold back, and when Garrett asked me to get on my knees for him, I did. I felt him go so much deeper inside me this time. I was making sounds that I had never made before. I have never felt more loved. No, correct that. I have never felt so adored in my life.

We fell asleep in each other’s arms again, but when I awoke, Garrett was gone. I stretched, and I felt deliciously sore, but I was happy. Garrett and I were together. I glanced at my alarm clock and was stunned to see it was already 9 a.m. I need to get in the shower now. I didn’t have time to eat, but I wasn’t hungry. I just wanted to take my last two tests and find Garrett. I didn’t study but felt on top of the world this morning. Like I was unstoppable and nothing was going to bring me down.

I had several texts on my phone from Kate and Holden, but I didn’t have time to look at them just yet. I would contact them after I was done with my tests. I couldn’t wait to tell them that Garrett and I were together. I already knew that they were going to be happy for me. I called Garrett’s mom and asked if she could take me to school in twenty minutes. She was glad to take me.

I couldn’t get the smile off my face. Mrs. Pearson was glad to see me happier today, but she thought I was bravely putting on a front. I wasn’t. I was just in love with her son, but there was no need to tell her that. It would be a happy surprise for her this afternoon. I knew that both she, and my mother, had been hoping for just this outcome. I was thrilled that it had come true.

I entered the building between classes and saw a few looks being sent my way, but I didn’t think anything of it. Garrett had probably told everyone that we were together now. I saw a couple of team members looking at me differently. At first, I thought it was more respectful, but as Alden got closer, I saw him running his eyes up and down me. My stomach rolled in disgust. How could he look at me like that? Doesn’t he know that Garrett and I are together now?

As Garrett’s best friend, he needs to give up whatever dream he has; it is not going to happen. I have never liked Alden this whole time. I turned away and headed into the office area to take my tests. The secretary watched me while I took them. I was also placed in front of one of the cameras in the office to prevent cheating, by vice-principal Daniels. I didn’t see Principal Carson. The secretary said that something had happened, and he was out dealing with that.

Despite everything, I knew the answers to the questions despite not studying last night. I was excited to go and find out where Garrett was. I wanted to see him again before I left. I knew he was finishing his classes before lunch, so I headed that way. Despite our not being friends anymore, I still knew his schedule. I shouldn’t, but I am glad I learned it now. The problem was that the halls were full, and I got stuck. Right between Alden and Tripp.

Before I knew it, they had me backed up against the wall. People were now watching us with interest, and several were taking videos of our interaction. It made me feel dirty. No one was trying to help me, and people were starting to make nasty comments about me. I looked past them, trying to see if I could find Garrett. I knew these two would eventually get bored soon and let me go. I was not a fan of theirs, and they didn’t like me very much either.

“So, Addison, I never realized how good you looked under these hoodies. Are you wearing a lace bra again? What color is it? I want to take a peek at it myself. See what you look like in real life. Why did you hide under those hoodies ?” Alden said as he reached out to tug at my hoodie.

I pushed his hand off my shirt and said, “Do not touch me again, Alden. I don’t know what you are talking about, but you can’t put your hands on me.”

“Why, so only your mystery man can do it? Is that it? I am just as good as him, if not better. If you wanted to learn the finer aspects of s*x, you should have come to me, baby. But don’t worry. I don’t mind sloppy seconds,” Tripp said with a smirk. I looked up at him, stunned.

“I don’t know what you two are talking about, but I am not interested in either of you,” I replied as I tried to get away from them. Tripp grabbed my hood and pulled it off my head before pushing me back against the wall.

You know the quote be careful what you wish for? I never knew how true it actually was.