“I’m terrified, Mistress,” I admitted. And it was true.
“Good,” she whispered, and kissed me on the lips. “Being scared will start the adrenalin you need to get you through this. Believe me that nothing we’re going to do will cause any serious physical harm to you. It will hurt, but it won’t damage you. I swear to you, darling. I love you too much to damage you.”
Laura came back with the flannel. “There!” she said. “Is that soggy enough? I’d better put this in his mouth – you don’t want to be touching it, love. Open!”
I opened my mouth reluctantly. Of course she wanted me to believe she’d peed on the flannel but maybe this time she actually had done. Maybe it wasn’t just colored water this time. The warm, soggy bundle was pushed into my mouth. It wasn’t just water, I knew. There was a s
