He sighs. “I can’t… I’m still all pumped up… I might… want to do stuff and… I’m not gonna be much in control, Maeve. I know you’re probably still sore… Let’s just stay here for now and I’ll cool down some more… It’s hard when I lose control… It… It takes a while to regain my calm,” he seems embarrassed to admit it and I can see such vulnerability on his face.
My usually very tranquil and relaxed mate is incensed. Damn, after knowing him for a bit now, I know what a patient and kind man he is. He is usually very good at masking his emotions because it is required in his position. So I now really have a full understanding of how much it takes to unleash his scary side and make him lose control… However, it seems it would take just as much to put his infuriated beast back inside the stable.
