~Faith~
I bury my head in a pillow in the bedroom and cry. I don't want anyone to hear me, but the news that Josh is leaving hits me hard. I mean, I'm mad at him for keeping me in the dark, and maybe he's not always on my side. But I know deep down he is now and he's my best friend, one that is basically family to me.
The sound of rain hitting the bedroom window fills the room, almost like nature is crying with me. I lose track of how long I cry. I'm pretty sure I would continue, but my eyes are dry. My mind is a mess. I've been trying so hard to go along with everything and accept everything, telling myself to breathe and that this is okay. But in reality, I'm scared and confused. My entire life has been a lie.
A small laugh escapes my lips at the thought of how my life, when I thought
