There are times in our life when you feel like you are trying so hard and yet it feels like the universe is conspiring against you. When I was young, I considered myself as a lucky child. I feel so blessed for having a loving parents and being able to live a well-off life. But all of it was taken to me years ago, and yet.. I still feel blessed for being able to live and survive in this harsh world. But when I met Lucian, it is like my life turned upside down. And I am trying.. really trying to fight, but there are times when I just want to give up. I just want to end this misery..but every time I will remember my Mom words to me, it will give me a ray of home. ‘Darling, you are a fighter, I believe in you and we are proud of you. Keep on fighting for the things that you believe in, never