Alpha Gavin

Chapter 8

Mia's POV

No matter what he says or how indirectly he asks to get the truth from my mouth, I wouldn't say it out loud. I just want him to know the reason behind my behavior and would also love him to know why I'm still with him.

I bite my lower lips in thoughts as I take him in, closing the door back behind me and bolting it. Emma has taught me a lesson. I need to be safe, to play safe and always act safe. Nervousness from what happened yesterday and the loneliness of this early morning has perpetrated the urge inside of me. I want Gavin so badly. When I look at his face, I'm forced to rethink if what Beatrice said is actually the truth or she is one of those who wants Gavin and is trying to put fear deep inside of me.

We sit at the edge of the bed, I'm lost in thought as he caresses my back, Gavin wants my attention, he doesn't know that what he is doing is drifting me into a greater state of unconsciousness, I'm enjoying it. With so many ideas going through my mind, I begin to analyze which one will be good for me. I guess I should tell him my worries and concerns before s*x or right after s*x. After so many seconds of contemplating on this, the latter remains. I'll tell him after we are done making out. If I should tell him now, he may feel guilty and get discouraged, I have been a victim who has felt rejection before, I know the effect it has, so Gavin might think of my statement as rejecting, he might rise up and leave.

"What's the f**k going on dear, you are lost in thoughts, what's going on?"

"Never mind, your touches have a thrilling effect on me, so till I'm drifted into thoughts, I didn't realize."

"Oh," he bursts out laughing and this is what I want. "You know you are actually funny, right?" He teases with his deep, sexy voice, spreading his fingers and going down to my back, to my waist region, he caresses it more.

"We have barely two hours, don't you think we should f**k or you're not in the mood?" He carries my hand and takes it to his groin, my eyelashes flicker, this sends signals vibrating through my veins. I didn't understand most things last night because that was my first, so sad it had to end that way. I love today, I have learnt a lot, I know the gravity of what I'm about to do. "

"Sure, we can." I rise, grinning. I'd put on one of the gowns he stuck in the wardrobe for me as the meeting which I was invited to was coming up, I didn't know I would do anything before then. What's the hard thing about pulling off clothes? I'm glad it's kind of a free gown, I try to pull it up myself facing back, from behind, I feel the warm touch of Gavin, he assists me in jacking them off.

"Ta-dah!" He exclaims, sounding a little playful to please me.

"I didn't know you could play," I said nervously. I find myself freely talking to him as it concerns s*x but normal play, since I haven't been used to it, I grow somewhat nervous but I try my best to compose myself.

"I do, but not the playful type." The seriousness in his face comes back, he must have forgotten what we are about to do.

"It's fine." I turn around covering my boobs even as I've put on a bra, with a smile on my face. My eyes are taken to his trousers, he already has a bulge. I smirk with lust. Is he already turned on without even touching me? He caresses my back the more, being a little gentle, not hard as he has always been. My entire focus rests in between his legs. I want to pull down his pants but I don't have enough courage. My persistent gaze tells him what I want. He unbuttons his trousers and zips it down immediately, making his bulge more obvious.

He pulls his trousers down, looks me in the eyes as he does this. I'm grinning, just excited. I never expected this as early as this, I didn't even hope we are going to make out today, it just came as a surprise and I'm utilizing that surprise really well. Finally we are both in our underwear, my legs shake as a tingling effect is felt in my core, I feel it shaking, I'm going to fall because right now I'm dying with passion.

Gavin holds me, his hands over my waist with some of his fingers sliding into my pants touching me deep to my heart, I feel love, I feel bliss, passion, the whole world at my feet. I might be wet if time is not taken so soon because his touch is powerful enough to make me wet. He presses my body hard against his, always smelling good, a mixture of his scent of wild orchards added with his artificial scent from roll ons and body spray washes over my face, filling my nostrils. I haven't had the money to purchase these natural scents for myself, I only have a good roll-on that smells like roses, and I cherish so much, coupled with my natural floral scent, I believe I smell so romantic.

I watch as he buries his head in between my cleavage, I observe the movement of his nose on my chest, he's sniffing in the scent and as he's doing this, it's as if life's energy is blown off me. The more he sniffs, the more my core is having that itching, that intense need to be pounded by his d**k. I raise my eyes up towards the ceiling, closing my eyes. I sniff his scent from the air as he buries his face still.

When he is done with this, we get more tighter, his d**k stands stronger than before. In a flash, he unsnaps the hook of my bra in an expert style that it slips over my shoulders, sliding through my arms and eventually falling on the floor. I gasp as my boobs lay exposed in front of him, then smile, holding them and giggling. I don't know too many sexy poses but at least I know this one, he bends and picks the bra flinging it away till it's close to the door. This takes my mind to yesterday, when Emma came in. If my clothes were close to the door, how would I pick them up and get dressed hastily? Well that wouldn't happen today, the door is bolted from inside so no one can come in, until we might have finished, open the door and go outside.

It's really thrilling to stand before my Alpha this way, seeing him in his undies, half-clad. Today brings a more passionate feeling, yesterday I was forced and couldn't really enjoy it from the start but upon that, I still moaned. I even moaned his name.

Gavin plays with me a little while, pressing my standing n*****s against his broad chest, he shakes my body such that my boobs rubs over his chest, I giggle, laugh, surrendering myself to him as I get overwhelmed by his weight as he pushes me towards the bed, climbing over me but not resting on me, I would just suffocate. He gives a little space between us, which gives me breathing space. I already start to sulk my tongue in anticipation, my breathing increases when with the tips of his fingers gets hold of my pants and begins to slide it slowly down my groin.

He brushes his fingers down the side of my hips, as the pants get past my groin, I feel so exposed, I would be shy before but right now I want to show Gavin my hole. Even before the panties slid over my legs and he flinched it over also just as he did to the bra, I had already spread my legs.

"I want you to finger me slowly, my p***y is yours, please torment me with your fingers but I really like it slow," I instructed him. This is what I like and I'm not shy of telling him. He nods obediently and begins to work, rubbing my clit with the side of his fingers. I felt that if I didn't tell him, he might want to go into eating me first, I love that to come second. After playing with my clit for some minutes and receiving the moans, making me wet, he slides his finger in, I gasp for breath.

This is a feeling that I can't perfectly describe in words, the force applied to this passionate thrust pushes me off the bed with a puff of air escaping my nostrils. I fall back to the bed suddenly and he thrusts a second finger inside of me, I rise again, my back bends, my legs which had stopped shaking after I came into the bed begin to shake. He uses his weight to keep them in place, this results in the worst because now the feelings build and get more intense when there's no way of reacting, of releasing it. It's just like him blocking my mouth from breathing and talking if he should start pulling his d**k into my hole. It's one of the most dangerous disasters I've ever come across.

"How do you feel?" He raises his eyes to have a glance at my face.

"I feel good!" I chuckle, laughing. I laugh from the effect of his deep thrust with his fingers. He takes one of the fingers out of my hole and brings it closer to my lips, I slightly part and it slides in. I suck at it like a lollipop, like my entire life depended on it. He takes it back to my hole, curls up and down inside of me, groaning and then takes it to my mouth to taste my sweetness. I close my eyes, moaning. My mind is transcended to his d**k, I imagine sucking his c**k.

"I want to suck you darling," Gavin pins me down as I rise up. "You don't dare rise when I'm not done with you." He commands but I see the command mixed with a seductive tone, if he had the opportunity he would do this to tomorrow, I don't know what takes my eyes to the clock, it's about an hour going since we started this. I regret ever looking at the time, I don't want to hurry up things and even I don't want Gavin to know the time now, I would rather live to forgo pleasure for a meeting that will end up not favoring me. My wolf and mind work together in trying to eliminate the thought of me ever setting my eyes on time. Like magic, it erases from my mind, the time.

What a miracle!

"I'm gonna kill you today, in a way you have never died before." When he said this initially, Beatrice and her news came to mind but as he added the rest, I chilled, urging him to kill me. If he's willing to do this, I'd be glad to due this way, from pleasure rather than to die from rituals.