All the way. That's what I told him. I still remember my very own words that night,"Zayyad,I'm ride or die,all the way,till death do us path." Maybe we aren't ride or die after all. Everything became worse,he was just avoiding looking or talking to me then,but now I don't even see him at all, he leaves before I wake up and gets back when I'm already asleep, I've tried to wait up for him few times but I just end up sleeping on the couch. When he manages to stay at home he locks himself in his room and doesn't even open up when I ask to but all of this is better than what he did today. I made him lunch, I always cook even though I know he won't eat, but I don't throw it away if he doesn't show up,I just warm it the following day and save myself the stress of cooking for two, so I just co