I have never been that girl. You know the kind that gets all tongue-tied and giddy over a guy. Truth be told, I have never had a guy have feelings for me, but still. I watched as Ryder dated different types of girls, all of who were head over heels for lack of a better term.
but they all ended the same - Heartbreak.
I tell myself that it is the guys that don’t want me when in reality, I wouldn’t know. I don’t let anyone get close enough to me, I don’t want to be hurt. Why would I want that? Why would I willingly put myself in the situation and give a guy the power to hurt me?
I lay in bed staring at the ceiling. I have stared at my fan going in circles for what seems like hours. I was pretty much on autopilot after my time with Aiden at lunch. So many things running through my mind and
