i called you answered (ICYA)

"I hate you,I hate you,I hate you,I hate you mom, I hate you,"moon said as he ran back upstairs to his room slamming the door and running towards his bed while crying just wanting to end his life as he covers himself with his blanket then he heard his name been called and he forcefully opened his eyes while jumping up from sleep in fear with tears rolling down his eyes and shivering "it's okay moon it's me sugar"sugar said while holding him tightly to stop shivering and calm down, just then tom came running inside as he heard moon crying then he speedily went and hug him too to help him calm down"it's okay,it's okay,it's okay" it was just a dream tom said trying to make moon who was still shivering but slowly calming down to look at him,"look at me moon it's just a dream..we are here,look sugar is here and am here too" so calm down please, then moon hugged them but this time he was no more crying just sobbing a little.he then withdrew from the hug while cleaning his tears and smiling"did you have a dream about your childhood again"sugar asked while patting his head."yes I did and am sorry for making you guys worry again,by the way when did you guys get here,you didn't tell me you were coming"moon said as he was staring at them with his puffy eyes,"and when did we start calling you when coming to your condo and besides before you say anything again check your phone"tom said while going to the kitchen to grab a drink"s**t" 34 missed calls from you and sugar "moon said as he looked at his phone and opened in mouth in surprise then he looked at sugar who was trying to turn on the TV and she looked back at him and just shrugged her shoulder with a pouting mouth then went back to tuning on the TV while tom was still in the kitchen looking through the fridge to see what he can prepare, suddenly he got a tap from sugar in the shoulder which made him flinch"what is wrong with you??" I just tapped your shoulder,it's not like as if am going to beat you" sugar said while sticking her tongue out to tom who immediately dragged her back holding her hair "ahhhhh let go of my hair or I will kill you, sugar said while trying to drag her hair back from Tom,"nooo, tom replied back with a smirk just then moon walked up to them and just looked at them, went to the fridge and grabbed an apple and went back to the room ignoring them which earned him a f**k you finger from sugar for not coming to help her but moon just looked at her and Shaked his head and said"i can't deal with the both of you right now" but tom freed her hair which made them start running around the house and with sugar chasing tom to get her revenge and as usual it ended up with Tom giving up and sugar getting her way. ohhhhh I guess I forgot the most important part,hahhahahah forgive me please,okay here we go.. my name is moon although people say am cute and pretty because I have a feminine but a little touch of musculine look even thou am a boy,they said I have a tiny waist,a siren shaped eyes, a slim body with a cute smile which I don't show often unless my best friends are around me but I don't believe that name suites me and although the name is pretty,I still don't know why my mother,the woman that hates me so much gave it to me or was she forced to; hahahaha,okay back to the intro as I said my name is moon and am the only child.am an outgoing and fun person.ohhhh you might be wondering why I said my mother is the person that hates me most, well yessss, I grew up without love,my childhood memories are so dark that it traumatize me and I wish I could forget all and move on but it's hard to forget talk more of moving on. As a child I never experienced what other children experienced while growing,that's because I was always tortured, beaten up, locked up in a dark room,being burned with candle,left starving for days,cursed at,and other painful things by my own mother, yes you heard me right "my own mother". my family was doing perfectly fine,we do not have that plenty of money but we are what you can call a middle class family,we can perfectly provide for ourself,but something unexpected happened which also was my beginning of pain and agony. i was in my fourth(4) grade when it all began.lately I have been noticing some changes in my parents,they fight often and don't talk to each other or tease each other as usual,I thought it was just a minor misunderstanding and they will settle in no time but as time passes by it became worse.whenever they start having an argument I will run to my best friend house Tom which is just across the street, Tom,sugar and I have been friends since grade 2 that's because they are the only people who can get me to smile. I was often bullied in school for my feminine look.i can still remember that particular faithful day when I was getting picked on by some bullies Tom and sugar stepped in and chase the bullies away and at that time I was like wow they are so cool like superman and supergirl and ever since then we became besties and we also found out that we live across each other expect for sugar who's house is a few miles away from ours,so any time we are about to go to school Tom picks me up and we head to sugar's house to pick her up then head to the school together. let's go back to our story, the fighting between my parents are now becoming more terrible because they will break things,shout at each other and my dad often sleeps outside the house.one day I was in school since it was closing time,I was waiting for my mom to pick me up when the bullies suddenly walked up to me and forcefully snatched my bottle water from my hand and threw it away,I ran to go pick the bottle water but was held back by the group leader and pinned to the wall. "where do you think you are going"he asked me"but I was too busy trying to wiggle my way out but couldn't because his way stronger than me and my best friends have gone home since there parents came early to pick them so I was left alone. "you look like a girl so I want to check if you have a girls part too!! do you have a female part??" the bully asked but I was too busy trying to wiggle my way out. " stop wiggling around because you are not going anywhere until you answer me",he said seeing that I was not giving up "what do you want from me" I asked with tears rolling down my eyes. "awwn baby doll don't cry, I just want you to answer the question,nobody is going to save you, remember your besties aren't here to save you as usual"he said while giving a smirk. i looked at him with a pleading eyes but to my greatest surprise he pressed his lips on mine making me to stop wiggling as I was surprised and still processing what was just happening and why it was happening but before I could move,a hand pulled him off me making him to fall. I looked up to see it was my mother who pushed him and she was now glaring at me with a regretting eyes. "mom I....but before I could explain or complete my sentence,a slap went across my face making me to fall but at that time the bullies has ran away leaving only me and my mom. " you are disgrace you bastard, come here"she shouted while dragging me to the cab. we arrived home and I was still been dragged,she dragged me into the house and made me kneel down. "so what did I just witness,you kissing your fellow boy,like you want to tell me that you are a gay,like my son is a gayyyy,where did I go wrong ahhh?? where?? didn't I train you well??answer me??" she shouted while I just knelt down there crying"mom let me explain I didn't... "shout the hell up you bastard"she shouted back at me without allowing me to explain but before I could realize what is happening she began flogging me with cane, I was crying pleading for her to stop"mom am sorry let me explain please"I pleaded while crying and being flogged.after she was satisfied with flogging me she dragged me to the store house and locked me there. I banged on the door begging her to open it that I was scared of the dark and she knows I hate darkness,I banged and banged and banged at the door but there was no response so I just gave up and sat down there with my legs folded to my chest crying then I fell asleep soon because of the tiredness from school and crying including the pains.