What if I can't stop myself? What if I cant even pretend? What if I fail to follow his rules? What if I fall in love with him? Will he going to catch me? Of course, he will not. Never. What an outrageous question, Max! You know he didn't give a f*****g love, just only a f**k. Watching Androus holding my hand right now is so promising. I feel that we are in love for real. He is my sweetheart, my real fiance. But the hell, we aren't. Among the two of us, I am just the only one who is hoping that all of this is true. I'm so crazy. Well, it's not difficult to fell in love with Androus. He is handsome, rich, sexy, wise, and smart. He is so damn good. I feel apologetic to those women who bumped unto him. They met a man who doesn't know how to give love. I feel sorry for myself—