INSANE (Book one)

Chapter 12

(this chapter contains mature contents!!)

Leah Knight

We were watching the second movie I insisted on: Fifty Shades Darker, munching on a bar of chocolate. Ares was just watching, barely eating anything. We were sitting on the mat, with Ares behind me and watching over my shoulder while he unconsciously continue to stroke my thighs through my fuzzy pink pajama pants. I don't understand how Ares can survive on coffee alone. He doesn't like eating much, yet he's in perfect shape. While I constantly have to watch my diet, Ares sometimes just hits the gym.

As we continued to watch, the movie got into my head and I decided practice a little bit of fifty shades of my own. I gently dropped the bar of chocolate on the ground and turned around to face Ares.

"what?" he asked, curiously looking at me as I stared at him intently. He halfs a smile and tucks a strand of hair behind ear, studying my face.

"what is it?" he asked in concern when I refused to answer his first question. I pouted my bottom lips.

"I want a kiss" I whined. Ares laughed hysterically before dragging me onto his laps.

"you're begging for them now?" he mused, grinning.

"it's not my fault their possessing my senses and making me want you. Honestly Ares, your lips are suicide" my statement made him laugh harder.

"are they?" he mused, biting his bottom lip sexily and squeezing my hips, turning me on. Slowly, he leaned in and pressed his body against mine, my chest rubbing against his. But he still didn't kiss me.

"c'mon Ares" I breathed with my eyes closed.

"tell me you want me" he insisted. Before I could speak, he squeezed my hips again, heightening my desire for him. My arms automatically wrapped around his shoulders while my spine straightened up.

"f**k Ares, I want you. I want you baby. I want all of you" I confessed.

"good" he says with his voice hinting of a smirk.

The minute his lips met mine, I felt an explosion of sweetness. Our lips move in perfect sync. My fingers tangled in his hair and I pulled it back gently earning a satisfying groan from my lover's throat. Our tongues intertwined, both fighting for dominance. But Ares won in the battle anyway. As I was about to reach my c****x, Ares pulled away to give me a breather. Soon, his soft sweet lips found my neck and he sucked on the skin. This energy got me rocking back and forth against him and tilting my head to give him more access. His hands couldn't stay idle either. He slipped his right hand freely into my pajama trouser and caressed my bare thigh. Just then, my eyes almost bulked out of their sockets when Ares sent a wave of sensation through me, making my back arch. Ares had casually slipped his middle finger into my opening, stroking me.

"f**k" I breathed, closing my eyes. Ares pulled away from my neck but his finger remained inside me.

"you like that?" he asked in a sly tone.

"yes Ares. More, more. Oh God, baby more" I moaned helplessly. Ares obeyed after chuckling and increased his strokes. After some moments with me moaning his name helplessly, he suddenly withdrew.

"oh God, Ares f**k me" I begged, my sensitive part throbbing with desire. Ares laughed again, but I couldn't careless if he thinks I'm stupid. I just wanted him inside me.

"save the moans for the bedroom, beautiful" was what he said before he pulled us up from the mat. We both abandoned everything and walked into the house with me dragging Ares. I was trying hard not to run. If we don't do it fast, I'd run mad.

The minute I entered the bedroom, I took off my top while Ares shut the door. I didn't wait for him, my hands worked their way to his shirt.

"easy baby. No need to rush" he smirked as I unbuttoned his shirt and help him discard it on the floor. Slowly, Ares took off my pajama trousers leaving me only in my underwear. When I was struggling to unbuckle his belt, he gently pushed my hand away and took it off himself. Ares then led us to the full-length mirror. Ares stayed behind me as we stared at the mirror with him only in his tight Calvin Klein underwear that hugged his marvelous a*s. Ares began to pulled down the straps of my b*a down my forearm and unclasped the hook. Just like the way the b*a fell to the floor, my breasts fell.

Ares then cupped my breasts in his hands and his lips sank into the skin of my neck as he he kissed me. I moaned and my head fell on his shoulder as he pleasured me. I was so f*****g glad I was Ares's wife. He just knew the right places in my body. He continued to kiss my neck, biting the skin and rolling his tongue over the sore place.

"uh, Ares please. Please Ares don't stop" I whimpered and shook from the sheer pleasure. He began to grope my breasts and my moans increased.

"how bad do you want me?" his husky voice said in my ears. My eyes were closed but I could tell that only the moonlight was illuminating his face since it was the only source of light in the room. But I was drunk with Ares's toxic touches.

"so bad" I moaned helplessly. Instantly, Ares lets go and turned me around. When I opened my eyes, I could see the evident l**t sparking in his. He ripped off my panties and threw my n***d body on the bed. I got on my elbows and watched Ares peel off his underwear. His huge manhood dangled as he stood fully n***d by the foot of the bed. He then clambered onto the bed as I stretched out my arms in welcome. Ares slipped between my legs but he didn't thrust. Instead, he began to kiss my jawlines. I used my arms to pull him down, my nails digging into the skin of his back.

"Ares" I whimpered. He then pulled away and stared down at me, smiling just then, he began to caress my sensitive part with his fingers. I was just breathing heavily, drowning in the sea of pleasure. Finally, he inserted a finger into me and I squirmed.

"oh my God, Ares. Ares please, uh Ares" I moaned, terribly shaking. My hands left his shoulders to grip his grey sheets as he increased his strokes his strokes. As I was reaching the peak of o****m, he withdrew.

"don't cumming for me yet, beautiful" he says then added "Imma take you from behind". He then flipped me over and shoved my knees up. He too got on his knees and I gripped onto the sheets as he began to thrust into me from behind.

"Ares!" I moaned loudly. He groaned and drove me hard. 

"Aressssssss!!!!!!!!!" I screamed. His lips found my shoulder blade as he continued thrust deeper and harder into me. I couldn't help but moan loudly and helplessly. As he kissed me while still making love to me, it drove me crazy. And the way he groaned through his throat while he sucked on my skin shows how much of a man he was. Ares was just my dream, my future and my life all together.

As I reached my c****x, I cumed. Shortly after, he withdrew. I fell face down on the mattress, breathing hard. Ares fell next to me, his breathing heavy.

"Are's you're amazing" I commented heavily, trying to catch my breath. He side-glanced me with a million dollar smile.

"only because I love you" he replied truthfully. But his voice sounded so sad. I didn't know why though. I frowned before reaching for his hand. He was staring aimlessly at the ceiling.

"what is it, Ares?" I asked. He just sighed, ignoring my question. I hissed before clambering unto his body.

"what is it?" I asked more sternly, staring at him dead in the eyes. He sighed again then he pulled up his upper body and rested it on his elbow.

"it's just that everytime, I try to give you all the best. The best kiss, the best moment, the best love making, the best make out session, everything Leah. But I can't put out the fact that someday you might leave again. And I can't take that. Because my heart is already so hold up to you" he sighed, tucking a strand a hair behind my ear. I frowned displeasingly at him.

"Ares, I told you I'm not leaving. I thought we've already been over this! " I grumbled. I'm starting to become mad at him right now.

"I know, I know baby. But no matter how hard I try to block away my past, it keeps hunting me down. Like its some part of me that can't be blocked out. And I don't want the people I love to be in that part of my life" he replied, touching my cheek. I rolled my eyes at him.

"I don't know why you're so thick in the head Ares. I've told you multiple times before, I don't care about your past. I was in it and I've already ruined it the first time but I can't risk the future too. You're the one hunting your past, it doesn't hunt you down. Yes, it's a part of you that can't be forgotten but it's also a part of you that makes things right for you in the future. Think about it, what if you could've changed one thing in your past and you might never have met me. You could've been a different person. You keep saying it over and over again that you're a bad person. But you're not, Ares. Bad people don't succeed in life. Bad people don't have mansions and companies and wealth. Bad people don't care about other people's feelings. They don't care about other people's life. They stay selfish and alone. Bad people don't have families to die for. Bad people only have themselves. Whatever it was you did in the past that you feel makes you a bad person, I wasn't part of it and I still love you. Either the past, the present, the future, I'm here now and it's all that matters. Nothing else does. And I'm here to stay for good. Even if you send me away, I'm gonna hold unto you and stay. Weather you like it or not" I finished my speech while poking his chest. This got him smiling and he kissed me.

"I don't like it, Leah. I love it. I love you" he says, smiling.

"I love you more. And don't ever remind me of how I left. It reminds me of how much of a bad person I am" I pouted. Ares searched my face intently.

"stop saying that. You're not a bad person" he says sternly. I smirked slyly.

"I'll only stop saying it when you stop calling yourself a bad person too" I retorted. He bit his lips unconsciously.

"deal" he replied. I rose my head high in courage.

"good. Now ready for round two?" I asked, eagerly kissing his jawlines. He chuckled and pushed me back a little.

"there wouldn't be any round two 'cause you're getting your a*s to sleep" he replied, pushing me back on the bed.

"then put my a*s to sleep, Romeo" I replied, putting his hands on my breasts. A soft moan escaped his lips.

"f**k. Don't keep your head high, I just couldn't resist" he replied before he fell on top of me............