The Lotus

Chapter 5

Jasmine POV

After my shower, I wrap myself in the robe tightly. I gather my clothes, purse, and phone. I leave the room without saying anything to Walker. I feel dirty. I pull my key out of my purse and open the door. Chanel and Bauer are in the bed asleep.

I place my things quietly. I grab some pajamas out of my go-bag. I get my toiletries out and go to the bathroom. I need another shower. I cannot process everything that has happened.

I turn the shower on hot. I drop the robe and step in. Chanel comes into the bathroom. “Hey, you!” she says.

“Hey yourself,” I reply.

“Bauer is wild. What did you and Mr. Dull do?” she asks.

I run the hot water over my hair and try to focus and yet another shower. “What time is it?” I ask her.

“It is three a.m. Why are you up anyway? I figured you were sleeping it off with Walker,” she says.

“We talked. We drank and I figured I needed to get back here and make sure you did not do anything you regret,” I say.

She laughs. “No regrets. He was fun,” she says.

“Oh yeah! Thanks for the n***d hot tub picture,” I say.

“Sorry. He took the picture and sent it before I could stop him,” she says.

Bauer comes into the bathroom. “Threesome,” he says.

“Hell No! Get out Bauer!” I yell at him.

Bauer and Chanel begin making out in the bathroom while I am trying to shower. “Will you both get out!” I demand.

The two quickly leave the bathroom. I am left alone to wash my w***e body. Walker said I smelled like a w***e. Why did he say those things? Why did he talk to me that way? My entire body tingles from the things we did. It can never happen again.

Chanel comes back to the bathroom. “Please let me shower in peace,” I demand.

“Walker knocked on the door. He wanted to check on you,” she says.

“Okay,” I say.

I stand in the water. I do not want to get out but I have to face the music. I step out and slip into my pajamas. I swear I am going to go to sleep and sleep for an entire day.

Chanel and Bauer are cuddled up on the other bed. I lay down and take out my phone. Walker texts me.

*I enjoyed you. Let me show you how I can pleasure you more*

I do not respond. I get up and slip into my shoes.

“I will be back. I am going up to the roof,” I tell Chanel.

I grab my room key and a coke from the minibar. “You want us to go with you,” Chanel asks?

“Absolutely not,” I respond.

I know she probably thinks I am being a b***h, but I just want to be alone. I leave the room and walk toward the elevator. I push the button and wait patiently for it. It seems like it is taking forever. It finally arrives and steps on. I hit the R button.

My brain is going in a million places. I am not sure what to make of the night. Was he drunk talking to me like that? Did he think that is what I want? I did enjoy it. Not something I have ever done before. Not something I have ever experienced before.

The elevator reaches the roof. I walk along the side of the building to the covered area. I sit down and listen.

“I figured you would come up here. Are you trying to hide from me or the pleasure you are so afraid of,” Walker says.

I jump. “Are you stalking me now?” I ask.

“No and I can leave if you want, but I do not think you do,” he says.

“I am a little confused. That is all,” I say.

Walker sits down next to me. “About what?” he asks.

“I have never done anything like that before. I have never even had a one-night stand. I am not sure how I feel about being called a s**t and a w***e,” I say.

Walker takes his hand and softly runs his fingers through my hair. “I am sorry if I did something you did not like,” he says.

“No. I think that is why I am confused. I liked it. I do not understand why and I do not know how to feel about it,” I say.

He moves closer to me. Oh damn is he going to have his way with me on this roof?

“I will stay away from you if that is what you want, but I have to be honest and not make things weird. I want more of you,” he says.

“You do? Why?” I ask.

“You are so pure. You are so innocent. I think you like the same raw unnatural things I do. Be honest with yourself,” he says.

“Honest with myself. I let you have me did I not?” I ask.

“Yes. You did. You were very submissive. Did you like it?” he asks.

“I did. Is that what you are into? A submissive f**k?” I ask.

Walker chuckles. “Not exactly but I guess you could say that,” he says.

“Then what?” I ask.

“I want you to be mine. If you decide to be mine and I am not talking about a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. I am talking about something much deeper, something deeper and wilder, something raw and invigorating. Then you would be only mine,” he says.

I sit in front of him completely dumbfounded. “If I say no it is not something I want, then what?” I ask.

“I would be highly disappointed and I would know you are lying to yourself about your needs, but we can go back to being friends,” he says.

“Do you need an answer right now?” I ask.

Walker leans and kisses me. He pulls me into him. He places his hand between my legs and grabs my hot spot. “No I do not need an answer tonight,” he says. He releases me.

I look at the ground. I am scared to look at him. I am afraid I will pounce on him right here on this roof. I need to refrain myself. I feel his hand touch my face. I lean into it. He forces me to look at him.

“No pressure, princess, “he says.

“No pressure,” I say.

He leans into me and kisses me hard grabbing me between the legs again. “You are wet again,” he says.

“I am. Must be the company I am keeping,” I respond to him. He pulls me closer kissing me harder.

“Let me do something for you before you go back to your room. Let me pleasure you,” he says.

I lean further into his embraces. I am cradled in his arm. His one arm around my back holding me the other is reaching inside my pajamas. He runs his hand inside my panties and down into me. He pushes one finger inside me.

“Relax and let me give you pleasure,” he says.

I do not fight it. I said I could not let this happen again but when I get close to him now I feel a need to let him touch me. He pushes his fingers inside me. One finger then two. He pushes inside me hard fast and deep.

“Lay back,” he says.

I obey and lay back as he pulls down my pajamas. He licks the outside of my panties. “I bet you taste delicious,” he says.

He pulls my panties off and puts them in his pocket. “These are mine now,” he says.

He divides my legs and buries his face in me. I can feel his tongue l*****g me making me tingle inside. His fingers going in and out. He begins suckling my clit as he fingers me deep. He is pushing his fingers so hard into me it hurts.

“I want you to c*m for me,” he says.

He slips a finger into my bottom while his tongue continues to pleasure me. “Just relax and enjoy it,” he says.

I relax and let him pleasure me.

“Are you ready?” he asks.

“Yes,” I answer.

He inserts two fingers into my a*s while suckling my clit. I start cuming uncontrollably. He suckles my hot wet region until I stop cuming.

“Such a good girl you are,” he says.

He leans over me and kisses me.

“I want an answer by tonight,” he says.

He gets up and leaves me on the roof half n***d and shaking.