Rejection and Second Chances

A Small Test s

He stared at me intently, his fingers kneading at my thighs as he waited for my answer. I bit my lip nervously, wondering what he was asking about.

“That depends on what it is.” I said, very quietly. He chuckled, a deep reverberating sound that came from his chest.

“Hmm. No…penetration.” A lazy smiled stretched across his face as he found his words. My stomach clenched again and I just stared for a while. His eyes never left mine, slowly blinking from time to time. Finally, I gave him a small nod, and his hands immediately moved forward. His fingers lightly grazed against that sensitive spot once again and I jumped, my body begging for more of that touch.

“Oh, Adelina.” His voice washed over, his finger moving around in a lazy circle. My head rolled back on my shoulders, and he leaned forward to kiss my shoulders and move up towards my neck.

“Ashton…” my voice was light, whimsical. My body was reacting and I couldn’t control it, the way his fingers moved was feeling so good. His kisses began to trail down my body, his fingers stilling for the moment. I didn’t understand why, but disappointment washed over me and I looked at him with a furrowed brow.

“We’re not done.” He said, and I smiled, my face relaxing. He picked me up by the waist, wrapping my legs around him, and carried me into the bedroom itself, laying me down on the sheets. I propped myself up on my elbows, watching him in confusion as he stood at the edge of the bed.

“Spread your legs.” I did as I was told, although I did if nervously. Nobody had ever seen this part of my body like that, but I trusted Ashton. He was my mate, the person I would be sharing the rest of my life with. I did want us to know each other bodies, and I had trust that he wouldn’t make fun of me.

His hands gripped my hips and pulled me down to the edge of the bed, propping my legs up. I looked at him in confusion, watching him sit on his knees in front of me. He groaned as he looked at me, his fingers leaving trails of tingles behind.

“You’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen.” He whispered as he kissed the insides of my thighs. His lips left jolts of electricity on my skin, making me gasp and jump slightly. His lips moved further up my legs, making me breathe deeply. Little pants escaped from between my lips as his mouth moved higher and higher, finally reaching the nerves he was playing with earlier. I moaned loudly, my face turning red as his tongue moved in circles and up and down.

“Adelina.” He said, looking at me from between my legs. I glanced down, turning even more red. “I want to hear you. Keep making noise. Tell me what you like.” I nodded, laying my head back down as his tongue went back to work. I gasped, my hips coming up and my legs clenching together.

“Mhmm, just like that.” He said, his lips humming against my body as I moaned again and my thighs squeezed his head. “You sound so beautiful and taste even better.” His tongue twirled in a pattern, my body rocking against his face and my head absolutely in the clouds.

“Good girl.” He murmured as my thighs squeezed against his head, holding him still. His tongue flicked out, touching the nerves that were already on fire, making my body jerk and I cried out. His fingers squeezed my thighs, but my body had a euphoric feeling rolling through it that I had never felt before.

He kissed my thighs, leaning back. It was dark in our room, but the moonlight illuminated him and I could clearly see how hard he was for me. I blushed, covering myself again with the towel and clutching it to my chest.

“No worries, Adelina.” he said, sticking his hand in his pants and readjusting. “I wanted to please you tonight. As much as I want you, I want you to want me back.”

“I do want you.” I said quietly. He chuckled lowly.

“No, I want you to want me like I want you.” His voice was quiet and my stomach turned into knots.

“I don’t think I’m ready for that yet.” I said, just as quietly while I shifted my knees closer to my chest.

“I know, love. And that’s okay.” He laid on the bed next to me, pulling my naked body into his arms. I became rigid, unsure what was about to happen.

“Adelina, relax. There’s nothing more than this unless you give me a sign that you want it.” He said, and my muscles untended.

“I’m not used to being…naked around someone else.” I whispered, and he nodded.

“Put the towel on the floor and get comfortable.” He said, and I did as I was told. His arm wrapped around my stomach, right underneath my breasts, and pulled me against his body. I could feel how hard he was against my back, and I silently cursed myself for being a coward.

“Goodnight, love.” He kissed the back of my head multiple times and I felt his breathing slow after a while, signaling he fell asleep. I still lay there, silently, as his body relaxed. I’m not sure how long I laid there in silence, but I could feel the darkness taking over my eyes.

It would be okay. Ashton loves me, he proves that in his actions. I’m just warming up to being someone’s mate. I will prove to him that I want to be with him, too. Those were my last thoughts as sleep finally over took me.