I kissed Mason before walking off, I love that boy and I'm going to miss him so much. I needed to be alone for a while it's only four in the afternoon and Lilly said they attack at midnight. I don't need to train because Sarah and I were trained the same things so we're equal in training skills. I walked up to my room and closed the door behind me. I had to get away from him, the pain of rejection is like having your heart ripped out and stomped on. I lay on my side holding on to my pillow trying to stop myself from crying but I couldn't. As I began to drift off I thought about how things would be if we weren't in the circumstance's we are now. *** Five hour's later*** I could feel myself waking up but I fought against it, I rolled wrapping my arms around my pillow. I started to drift