I ran my fingers over the smooth brown wood looking down, I'd stay here for hours watching Mason sleep, I brought me peace knowing he was safe and sound under the covers. Now all I felt was pain, seeing how empty it was and how it had not been touch for almost three days. I took the small plush bear that James had brought Mason the day after we returned home, Mason would hold it close every night. Tears slipped down my face as I held it to my chest where my broken heart rested between my ribs.
" I'm so sorry, I'm sorry I wasn't here to save you Mason it's all my fault", I said out loud as I sat on the rocking chair and put my head in my hands.
My hands were shaking and I looked around the room, all I felt was heartbreak and pain.
" Sarah", James said as he walked into the quiet room.
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