(Julia Robinson POV)
Warning: This chapter has some abusive and s*xual assault scenes. Reader discretion is advised.
I closed my eyes and looked toward my mate, Alpha Ryker. He was the best mate one could have asked for. He cared for me whenever I needed him; He respected me and pulled me out of my haunting past. Whenever he cared for me, A wave of guilt washed over my heart. He was so honest with me and what I was doing with him. Just using him for my own benefit. A lone tear rolled down my cheek, and I got up slowly before walking out of our room. I walked out of the pack house and headed straight towards the back garden. I felt like my feet became too heavy for me to lift because I knew what I was doing. I looked around but no one was present there. I heaved a sigh of relief and chant
