Eilith’s POV- I tossed and turned all night; I was unable to sleep properly. I think because I was thinking so hard about what had happened earlier, it was hard not to think about it. But then when I did fall asleep, I had nightmares. Always that same one. Dylan kept coming after Matthew and I got in the way of protecting him. They fought, and then Dylan killed Matthew, before coming after him again. That is where the nightmare wakes me up. I hated it, I felt so scared, so helpless. It hurt so much to see that. It made me wonder whether it was worth us pursuing a relationship. I didn’t want him to be in danger. This nightmare was not like other nightmares I have had with Dylan in them. I guess I am coming to realize I really do have feelings for Matthew, because I want him and I want to