I rest my head on the cars head seat, waiting for Noah to get out of the cabin. He's basically having s*x with Felix before this. It's almost like they are mates, but they aren't. It's so confusing.
I didn't sleep last night, I made sure i kept myself up. I don't want to dream of him. My last dream he kissed me and i told him i loved him, thinking i could ever love someone disgusts me.
My mind is telling me to find him, but i know i shouldn't. It would weaken me and i hate weakness.
The car door slams shut and i turn my head and look at Noah who smiles, setting his keys in the center console. "Scare you?"
"No." I narrow my eyes at him.
"Ah, perk up, it's a long drive."
"Hey!"
He slams on the break and i look out his window, finding out why. Felix is running over to us, holding a
