Monster's mate

Part V

                                                                              - All I remember is you. -

The sight of him made me want to pee myself. 

His muscled body, double the size of the other alphas, was covered with deep, ugly, scars and his face was locked with some kind of a gas mask. It was covering almost his whole face, except the eyes. Predatory, cautious, cold blue eyes. Eyes that make you uncomfortable. Eyes that know my next move before I do. Eyes without empathy. Eyes that once smiled to me. Roy´s eyes. 

His whole appearance was dominating. It made my knees weak. If I wasn't so consumed with fear I would definitely be with lust. Even the fear I felt, turned me on. He reminded me of long lost protection. He reminded me of family. Is this feeling I have a mate bond? 

Only then I noticed that everyone was bowing down to him, except me. It was as, If everyone was programmed to bow and show respect at the mere presence of him. His eyes locked with mine and quickly I bowed down. I could feel the mixture of confusion and curiosity from the other alphas shooting my way. Please don't kill me. 

I could feel his stare on me for a second longer before his attention drifted to Sara. I peaked at her and noticed her look of pure admiration. She was staring at him in a trance. There was no fear in her eyes.  I could even smell her arousal. 

"Mate" She whispered and my heart stoped beating. This couldn't be- could be? He is mine- my mind shouted. I looked over at him to see if he feels it too but there was nothing. His chest did not rise more rapidly, his pupils didn't dilate. 

Then he stepped closer to her and for the first time I could see trace of confusion in his eyes. It lasted only for a second but I saw it. He truly is her mate. I don't know why but it felt like betrayal. He was supposed to love me. He was supposed to make me need him.  

"She is the one you were looking for. She is his daughter, Sara." Ivan said, with his head bowed down, unsure If It was smart choice to say anything at all. 

"Is that so?" He spoke for the first time and my heart start beating again. His voice was like a horror story that I am hooked upon. It was low, gruff and because of the injury on his face, even more hoarse. It sent shivers down my spine but he didn't notice it. He was too busy watching Sara. 

He turned around to face the men in the corner: "Is that your daughter Frank?" 

Frank said nothing but tears formed in his eyes. I was surprised that he was capable of crying. He looked so dehydrated. 

"How naive they were to send you to me." He spoke slowly, aware of each breath she took. She looked inside of her mate's soulless eyes and realized he won't simply reject her. He will kill her.

"I am beginning you. She done nothing wrong. If you harm her you will be same as me." Frank yelped. 

The master looked amused. He was waiting for this day. 

"I can never be same as you Frank. That would require me to exist." His eyes formed pained expression, as the eyes of someone who was remembering the past:  "With each of 34 thrust you made inside of her, you took that existence away from me. You turned me 34 times into nothing."  

"Sara, love come here." He spread his right arm for her to come while maintaining eye contact with Frank. She hesitated for a moment but eventually stepped inside of his embrace. I could see his chest move with quicker speed. It was the mating bond affecting him. 

"Now is my turn to turn you into nothing." He emotionlessly said while petting Sara´s upper arm. 

"But she is your mate. The only one destined for you to love." Frank desperately tried to change his mind but his expression stayed unchanged. 

"I regret what I did.I regret it with every breath I take.  But my daughter, your mate, is innocent just like Selest was!" Frank tried one last time to change his mind. 

 With mentioning her name, the pain was for the first time clearly visible on Master´s eyes before it was replaced with the rage. 

"I want you to f**k her." Master said.  "Shoving your d**k exactly 34 times." Then he turned towards Ivan, signaling him to start what was ordered. 

"No. Please, no." Sara spoke up for the first time with her hysterical voice and panic in her eyes. With hearing her voice his chest made small, barely noticeable movement. He walked away, sitting himself in front of her, with eyes locking on Sara and for him more importantly, on Frank. 

"I am your mate! How can you do this to me!" Sara start yelling as Ivan approached her, unzipping his pants. This time masters chest didn't move faster. This time he was expecting her to speak and he controlled his body. 

"Yell for help to your father. Scream his name." He calmly suggested. 

"Just like your sister screamed yours?" Sara angrily hissed. His arm twitched at the mentioning of his sister. 

"Do you want to relieve her rape? You f*****g psycho." She managed to blurt that out before Ivan start slapping her across the face. His boxers were down his knees and his d**k was semi harder. He slapped her again and again and with each slap across the face, his d**k became larger and harder. 

Master´s gaze never flattered away. He watched every move they made but his body never twitched. I raised my eyes and saw emptiness in his blue ones. I realized, he doesn't need to relieve the memory. It never leaves him anyways.  

Ivan roughly pushed his d**k inside of Sara and she couldn't even fight it. He was too strong for her. She screamed. Master´s eyes never left her. He was watching her and counting. Frank was crying and yelling something that could hardly be heard from Sara´s loud screams. 

Then he stood up and walked straight to the Frank. He stared into his eyes, desperate to find a sign of his soul leaving his body. Desperate for him to feel the pain he had planned for him. Pain he felt and pain that never left him. 

By now Sara stopped making a sound. Her whole body went numb as, If It was shat down. He approached her and roughly tossed Ivan aside. He brushed her tears away with his thumb. It was slip on his side.  An excuse to touch her. Then he pulled her by the arm and turned her around in his arms so she was leaned with her back on him. Both of them, now facing Frank. 

"Look at me Frank. I want you to watch her as I slit her throat." 

I automatically raised hand towards my neck on which was unexplained ugly scar made by the knife. It was there for as long as I can remember. In that moment realization hit me. How didn't I see it before. I am her. I am Selest. Were my dreams only dreams or maybe, just maybe memories? 

In one hand he grabbed her hair and tossed it down, making her neck exposed. With another he took the knife and leaned it on to her. I wanted to scream for him to stop but then I saw his thumb lightly brush her neck line. It was a little moment. It barely lasted for second but I noticed it. Another one of his uncontrolled body movement implying the impact that mating bond had on him.

I got jealous. No, I won´t scream for him to stop. I want her dead more than he does. All I have to do is be quiet and let him finish. He will kill her for me. And then he will be mine.