It’s been two days since that weird pit incidence. Two days since I have been down but according to Arius who spent the entire time with me, I was recovering faster than any commander he has ever seen. He makes it so hard to hate him, who could hate someone who ignored his supposed mistress to take care of a woman who was always tempted to poison him, a woman who would do anything than to be in his company. He was being the perfect husband and I hated it because it could not be real. I was not strong enough to complain about it two days ago but I was certainly strong enough now. While lying on my bed, watching him as he goes about mixing the herbal drink which was created to make an individual gain his strength back, I grew more incensed at his actions. “Stop it.” I tell him.