Lily ignored all of my texts and calls for the rest of the week. She ignored me at school when I tried to talk to her. I was absolutely miserable and it was all my fault. I couldn't believe how I acted towards her. I disrespected her and tried to degrade her. Sure, in the beginning, my intentions toward her weren't pure, but it changed when I spent time with her. Now, I was madly in love with her. I knew Darren had something to do with this. He must've slipped something in my drink so I couldn't think clearly. The drugs and alcohol combining with my underlying lust for Lily made me act like an animal and I'll never forgive myself for this. I wanted to grab Darren by his neck and shake him until he tells me the truth. I tracked him down with the help of Marco. He lived 2 hours away so I