******5 MONTHS LATER******
I have not been the same since Dimitri left. I spent weeks in my room, crying, cursing my father, praying Dimitri would be able to get in touch with me somehow.
I have not spoken to him since that day my father burned the note. I have barely spoken to my father since then as well.
We do not have meals together anymore. I refuse to sit with him. Dimitri used to sit with us all the time. Now I feel empty without him.
I've only recently been trying to get back to myself. But how can I when Dimitri played such a huge part in that? We practically did everything together for half my life.
Things have gotten somewhat easier for me. But I find myself slipping into a headspace that I never thought I could get to.
I feel like I have lost a part of me, and with t
