April's POV Lucas and I walked out of the dining room hand in hand. I was starting to get used to being physically connected to him. Our bond was getting stronger and stronger. It was getting harder to fight it minute by minute. Sometimes I couldn't even work out why I was fighting it. He was made for me. I'd completely forgiven him for the accident, it was never his fault. Although I didn't know exactly what happened that night, and maybe I never would, I did know that he wasn't to blame. So what was it? I genuinely wish I knew 'Hey I'm literally part of you, and even I don't know what it is' The tone of Amira's voice was genuinely baffled. 'Me neither Amira, but I am working through it as best I can' 'Well you might want to get on to that, sooner rather than later' She was