DERRIEN What am I even doing here? She is long asleep and I am just sitting here and watching her chest go up and down, up and down with my pendant on it… and this is pure torture! I should have just taken her then and there while she was offering it herself… I shouldn’t care what she would feel later. It’ll happen to her sooner or later… I am just postponing it, but in the end, nothing changes for her… Just why do I care how she feels? Why am I so stuck thinking about her? Why is my f*****g dragon raving and raging inside of me every time she is near? Does he think her fiery hair is some kind of treasure? What is wrong with us?! My eyes come back to her chest again. f**k! I’d better throw some sheets on her or I wouldn’t be able to hold myself… I can’t fall so low as to take