Chapter 25
Helena
I had a beautiful afternoon with Sean. He took me to a beautiful place and made me experience amazing things. I allowed him to touch me without feeling afraid and disgusted like I felt when my stepfather touched me.
Now I know the difference between a touch of love and a touch of a pig who thinks of women as a toy like Roger, who only saw me to fulfill his disgusting needs. It's a good thing I left that house because I didn't want him to be my first experience, not the way he wanted to, with force and abuse.
I like Sean to be my first. Because I can see and feel what he feels about me. He touches me with love and care. He always cares about my well-being.
I don't know how long this will last, but I know that it will be special. I'm getting used to him, and I'm star
