Chapter 18 Helena A date, a dinner that ended in a date proposal. I hesitated not to say yes, not to accept, but I never had the chance to love or to have someone care for me, and Sean wants to do that. Even when we were from two different worlds, he saw me as a person. He saw my character and my principles and factored that into my decision. I accepted his wish and told him about my limitations. I haven't dated anyone; I didn't even have a crush when I was a teenager. The only contact I had with a male was the worst experience I had that still haunts me and prevents me from getting closer to any man without thinking that they will do what Roger did as well. But Sean is different. I am not afraid to be with him. I wasn't afraid the first time he stole my kiss, and it was quite the op