Chapter 13
Sean
I had a very restless night. After m**********g in the bathroom, I fell asleep, and I had a very erotic dream about Helena. I have never had that kind of dream, but Helena managed to turn my world upside down.
I woke up in the middle of the night, and I couldn't sleep anymore. I couldn't stop thinking about Helena and how much I wanted her in my life.
I have to find a way to tell her everything I feel. To show her that she woke up a feeling inside me, I never thought I would feel it again.
I love Joyce so much, and she was my first love. We met in the last year of high school, and we went to college together. We went to college together, and during that time, we got married and experienced our love to the fullest.
Losing her feels like a part of me was torn away. I g
