Chapter 23 Logan So this is what it's like to not be a virgin. I've been lying in bed all morning, thinking about Katie. Thinking about her body. Thinking about the way it felt against mine. Thinking about her so that my mind doesn't wander back over to the dark side. I don't want to think about what's going on with my dad. At least, not right now. I know sooner or later I'll have to face it head on. I'll have to see the pain in my mom's eyes and that's the hardest part about all of this. Cody's the only father I've ever known. He's always taken care of my mom since they were kids. I respect him more than any other man on the planet. How am I supposed to feel about him dying? Right now, all I feel is anger. How come Cody is the one suffering? How come my mom has to lose him when he