Confronting that nurse didn't bring me the closure I expected, not one bit. Instead I felt disgusted with myself. How could I become the monster I am today? Where did I go wrong?
I was sitting in my office with a glass of whisky in my hand when someone knocked on the doors. I wasn't in the mood for socializing so I just ignored the intruder. Pack won't fall to the ground in one evening.
Person on the other side of the door was however stubborn, and entered without invitation. It was my Gamma.
"Can I have a glass?" - he asked, pointing to the drink in my hand. I smirked and stood up from my chair and prepared him dubble glass of my finest liquor. He looked like he needed it.
We sat in silence for more than ten minutes, each of us just enjoying the burning sensation provided by alcoh
