Wolfsbane hasn't worn out of my system till we reached our Pack lands. The fact that I was able to move even though Blake sedated me was evidence enough that Iri is getting stronger than ever before and for some reason this was very unsettling. We were one, but I have my fair share of doubts, I don't feel I can trust her anymore. How is it even possible to be afraid of myself? My life is so f****d up!
Blake escorted me to my bedroom and left without another word. I think today's events changed something in our relation and I didn't like that. I don't want my own Beta and closest friend to feel insecure around me. I don't want him to not trust me. That's not how it's supposed to be.
I took a quick shower to wash off the bloody mess I was covered in. I was scrubbing my skin till she was
