Yesterday's visit gave me a lot to think about. Not that I had much more else to do, but this girl, Sasha, she turned out to be not quite what I pictured her to be. She still annoys the hell out of me, but before I thought she's just this meek little girl with unrealistic fantasies, that would never even cross the road on the red light. But yesterday, when she called me out on every single flaw and brought up the worst thing I thought about myself, I saw that the little kitten has claws, and can s***h with them deep.
It doesn't change a lot, maybe just spiked my interest a bit. But it's like she said, there is no future for the two of us and we shouldn't even talk about this unfortunate bond between us. Even though her point-blank rejection stung a little. But it's for the best and it's
