Rosalina's POV:
They both seemed to invade my space within seconds. It lingered in the back of my head that this was wrong. Their hands that were touching me should've felt wrong, but it didn't. It felt anything but.
To my embarrassment, I let out a soft noise when Angelo's fingers brushed a sensitive part of my neck. "Oh?" His lips curled up. "Are you sensitive here?" His head bent down before I felt his lips brushing against my neck.
Another exhale.
Adrian's hands skimmed my waist before giving my hips a slight squeeze. "Is this okay?" He gripped my chin, forcing me to look at him. "You can say stop anytime."
I let out a stuttered breath and shook my head. "No."
"No?"
"I- don't stop." He let go and dipped his head into the other side of my neck. It was so much, boarding on the line of too much. "Please."
Angelo's breath fanned my neck as he laughed quietly. "So polite, hm?"
"Of course she is." Adrian mused. "She's a good girl." The moan that fell from my lips made both of them growl. "You like that? Like being called a good girl?"
"Please." I gasped, eyes falling shut as Angelo sucked gently.
He suddenly lifted his head before his fist was curling around my hair. My eyes flew opened as my head tilted back, giving Adrian more access to my skin. "You gonna be a good girl for us? A good little mate?" When I didn't respond right away, his grip tightened. "Hm?"
"Yes, yes. I can be good." It should've felt wrong, I knew it was wrong, but it just felt so right. "I will." His eyes flickered between two colors for a moment before settling darkly. A shiver went down my spine. "How-" It seemed to clear the cloud that had invaded my head.
Adrian stepped away, gaze darting to Angelo. A silent conversation.
After a moment, Angelo's hand was back at my neck. My lip caught between my teeth when his fingers teased over the mark he'd left. They only lingered for a second before he was brushing my hair back in place.
I forced myself to let out an even breath. My mind was telling me to slow down, this was too fast, it was wrong. But my body urged me to step closer, let them ruin me until I was nothing more than a stuttering mess of moans. "Why did you stop."
"It's late." Angelo's hand fell to his side. The hickey tingled. "Do you want to sleep?"
No, I didn't. I wanted to continue whatever I was doing with -
My mind blanked.
I wanted them to touch me, I had asked them to. I asked my bosses to touch me.
My breath caught in my throat as it seemed cold water was thrown on me. What was I doing? Why did I do that? A million thoughts ran through my head at once, overwhelming me.
"Hey." Adrian's hand suddenly fell on my shoulder, making me flinch in surprise. He backed away and gave me the space I needed. "It's okay. You didn't do anything wrong." Still, my face burned in embarrassment. "We can talk about. You're probably confused but we can explain it."
I forced out a sigh to calm myself down. "I'm fine." They gave me an unconvincing look. "Really, I am."
"We'll explain it." Angelo finalized. "In the morning." I felt relief run through me that I had until tomorrow. "You can have this room to yourself and we can bring you anything else you need."
"I thought-" my stomach churned restlessly, "you said we'd be sharing this room?"
They looked to each other. Adrian nodded slowly. "If you're comfortable with it, that's fine. We weren't sure after what just happened." The thought of waking up and them not being there was more upsetting than it should've been. They'd be my bosses but it felt wrong for them not to stay.
I shook my head firmly. "I want you to, both of you."
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I laid awake after a while of trying to sleep. Adrian insisted giving me more than enough room to feel distanced until I was frowning. Angelo had offered me a spot in the middle that my mind didn't hesitate taking. It wasn't awkward like I thought it might've been. Conversation with them was surprisingly natural.
It was hard to sleep though. Maybe it was the confusing thoughts running through my head, or maybe just the fact that I had two men like them laying beside me. Still, I couldn't sleep.
I almost jumped out of my skin when I felt Angelo cover me more with the blanket. "Why aren't you sleeping?"
"I can't."
He hummed and turned on his side to face me. I urged myself not to look at his collarbones that his shirt did a poor job of covering. "I know it's confusing. The way we went about everything wasn't the best." He admitted softly. "It'll make sense when we explain it, I promise."
My lips felt dry. "I don't feel normal. Or maybe it's that you don't feel normal, or all of this doesn't feel normal. I promise I'd never let someone touch me like that after just meeting them but I feel like we've known each other our whole lives." I groaned, not knowing how to explain it. "It's just.. confusing." I settled on.
He nodded and listened with understanding. "You feel like we have a connection, right?"
"Not to sound cliche, but yes." I glanced over my shoulder at Adrian's sleeping frame. "With both of you. That's weird right? I mean, you're brothers and-"
"Other people might think it's weird. It's normal, to be fair, but it's not weird to us."
"It feels right." I whispered.
We didn't talk a lot after that. Small words exchanged as I was finally lulled to sleep but I fell asleep easy after that. The thoughts that were swarming my head finally put to rest.