Chapter 24
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"I am very in love with this girl everyone dreamt to be with. Keeping my feelings for a very long time wasn't easy, you can't just tell the world how much you love that someone when you much care something would break and tear apart if you do. If only I am brave enough to fight the feelings getting much heavier inside my chest. I love her and she loves me too. But we both can't just be together if we both love and care someone who will die if we get out. He loves her so much."
Pakiramdam ko ay biglang kinalkal ng mga salita nya ang emosyong pilit kong ibinaon ng maraming taon. Matiim ko syang tinignan habang may tumulong luha sa mga mata nya. Maswerte parin sya dahil mahal sya ng mahal nya.
"Why are you telling me that?"
"Because, I know you won't judge me. You don't know the feeling. You're not in a relationship, are you?"
Judge the judgemental?
"Bakit hindi mo sya ipaglaban kung parehas naman pala ninyong mahal ang isa't-isa?"
Minsan kasi may mga bagay na dapat ipaglaban at sukuan. Kung alam naman nating worth it, why not fight for it, right?
He sighed. "Dahil may importante kaming taong masasaktan. At sa situation namin, wala syang kasalanan. Ako ang nakihati. Dahil sya ang nauna"
"Bakit, tayo nagbabasi sa kung sino ang nauna? Loving seems like keeping a territory. Why can't we have all we desires without getting hurt"
"Woaaaaah, may pinagdaanan ka ata. Are you in a complicated relationship too?"
I laughed a little. "I was never in a relationship, but I knew better how hurts loving a person dying in love with someone else. That hurts like hell."
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