Rose's POV
I still couldn't believe that Lucas and I actually spent the night together. It was still so crazy to me, because if anyone had told me I would be feeling this way about Lucas, then I wouldn't have believed it. This feeling was so surreal and still so confusing to me, but I was willing to explore it.
My newfound feeling for him was there, even though he wasn't. When I woke up, I wondered why, but the euphoria of night was still so high in my heart, so I quickly got up and went to take a cold shower.
The water right now was everything to me, it felt just perfect, just like his hands were. But at this moment, I needed the real thing, I needed his hands around me.
So I hurriedly finished my shower and got ready. I dressed my best for the first time in a long time, wearing a b
