My life became hard when my parents died.
The Alpha who murdered my parents became my mate, and I became a slave to him and suffered day and night because of him.
Some Alpha took my virginity and I don’t know him. What kind of life am I living? Is this even worth it after everything I did?
The prayers for my life are to be better. Why was the moon goddess testing me? Why make my life so tough?
Suddenly, I felt nauseous. My stomach growled as I went to the sink nearby and vomited.
Kjiani’s Pov.
I am a powerful Alpha, a cruel one, and that’s who I choose to be.
The entire clan knows I don’t tolerate gibberish and knows how tough I can be.
I am fierce and deal with people who don’t respect me or take my position as seriously as it is supposed to be and I could have them wiped out.
That’s how I was raised, born to be great. I loved myself and I knew I could never be under anyone’s control. I loved doing what I wanted and gave no damn about it.
I invaded thousands of people to show how people I am and merely for other reasons, but when I saw the young Omega on that night fuming with rage.
She gave me this feeling. I couldn’t explain.
She was so innocent; I have seen no one like her before and it made me excited when I discovered she was my mate.
I couldn't explain the feeling she gave me - it was a mix of excitement and surprise when I found out she was my mate, which left me flabbergasted..
At that point, all I could think about was Clara. Wait, that wasn’t her name.
What was her name again? Oh, clarity, sorry, yes, I get it.
Crissie.
Yeah, that’s right. I have been yearning to touch her, rip off her clothes and f**k her for good, mark and take over her entire body.
Everything involved was going to become mine for the taking.
It made me so pissed, I couldn’t claim her. I tried marking her. I felt this outrageous irritation I have never experienced before. What was that all about?
I felt insulted, slapped to the face. Why didn’t I claim her on time? Why did I turn her into my slave just to have fun with her?
I should have marked her at the beginning. I should have impregnated her, make her produce some pups.
I could be a father, but guess what? I wanted to have fun, and it backfired on me. Someone else touched her before me, someone else ripped off her clothes.
He was in a rut and f****d the hell out of her.
He was the first.
He was the f*****g first person to get her laid.
He claimed the top spot.
And what frustrates me is that every time I glimpse her face.
I am brought back to the moment of an Alpha thrusting into her, causing her to cry out his name in worship of his prowess.
I attempted to attack her and lock her in prison for the rest of her life.
Make sure that I am the only one who sees her.
I know I sound like a psycho, but that’s just how I feel, safeguarding my territory, protecting what belongs to me.
The moon goddess gave her to me.
I feel so annoyed, and it makes me mad. I want her all to myself.
I just need to figure out what to do, so I can mark her properly and she will be mine for the rest of her life.
I sat down in my room, got up, and paced about for a couple of minutes.
I was deeply worried and I hope I didn’t hit her as much as I did.
She aggravated me. If she hadn’t done that to me, I wouldn’t have lost my temper.
I hardly go out of control, and I always keep cool with myself, but she has been doing this to make me furious, while acting like the victim.
And her eyes were full of darkness.
I am the Alpha. I should show examples to the people surrounding me.
As a wolf and a warrior, I sat back down on my bed when my sister came in with a growl.
“What the f**k is wrong with you? Do you want to kill her?” She snapped.
I looked up at her without a word and turned my face off.
I don’t want to start up a conversation with her.
She sighed. “I’m out of here. Can’t stand this bullshit.” She mutters and walks out of my room.
The door opened, and a beta walked in. He was one of my warriors. “My lord.”
By his scent, I could tell who he was. “Speak up and don’t keep me waiting.”
“My lord, your…Mrs Erza is back, and she wants to see you.”
Damn it.
“Tell her I would be meeting her downstairs.’ I instructed.
“Yes, my lord.” He obeyed and left out of sight.
I got up and went to see her before she throws a tantrum and causes drama all over the place.
I wasn’t in the mood for such a thing right now.
I went downstairs and met her in a lovely red revealing dress.
Her hair was quite blonde, she got sexy legs as always; she was very curvy, and her bright black eyes were stunning unlike the other female Alphas I had seen.
“Hey, Handsome.” She stood up from the couch and came to me, wanting to kiss me. I stopped her and gave a long sigh.
“What are you doing here?’ I questioned.
She smiled and slightly bit her lower lip. “I came to see my Alpha.”
I rubbed my temples and said. “If you have nothing to say, kindly excuse me.”
She held my arm. “Come on, baby, I want you so much.” She took a step closer to me and began rubbing my chest. “I want your big d**k inside my hole. It’s been so long huh, don’t you miss me?' She whispered seductively, and I brushed her hands off my arm. “Stay away from me. I’m not in the mood.’
“Kjiani.” she whispered.
“What is it?’ I groaned.
“I miss you.” She tightly pressed her lips, pointed it at me, pressing them together to kiss me.
I put my second finger on them. “Not today, Erza. Leave this mansion this instant.”
I began walking away from her when she yelled. “I came to show this child who his father.”
I stopped in my tracks and turned to her. “What did you just say?’ I whispered.
“I’m pregnant, Kjiani, and you are the father. I am with my child.”
At that instant, time stopped.