Fifteen Mates.

UNFORGIVABLE MISTAKE.

The Alpha who murdered my parents became my mate, and I became a slave to him and suffered day and night because of him.

Some Alpha took my virginity and I don’t know him. What kind of life am I living? Is this even worth it after everything I did?

The prayers for my life are to be better. Why was the moon goddess testing me? Why make my life so tough?

Suddenly, I felt nauseous. My stomach growled as I ran to the sink nearby and vomited.

Kijani’s Pov.

I am a powerful Alpha, a cruel one, and that’s who I choose to be.

The entire clan knows I don’t tolerate gibberish and knows how tough I can be.

I am fierce and deal with people who don’t respect me or take my position as seriously as it is supposed to be and I could have them wiped out.

That’s how I got raised, born to be great. I loved myself and I knew I could never be under anyone’s control. I loved doing what I wanted and gave no damn about it.

I invaded thousands of people to show them who I am and merely for other reasons, but when I saw the young Omega on that night fuming with rage.

She gave me this feeling. I couldn’t explain.

She was so innocent; I have seen no one like her before and it made me excited when I discovered she was my mate.

I couldn’t explain the feeling she gave me - it was a mix of excitement and surprise when I found out she was my mate, which left me flabbergasted.

At that point, all I could think about was Clara. Wait, that wasn’t her name.

What was her name again? Oh, clarity, sorry, yes, I get it.

Crissie.

Yeah, that’s right. I have been yearning to touch her, rip off her clothes and f**k her for good, mark and take over her entire body.

Everything involved was going to become mine for the taking.

It made me so pissed, I couldn’t claim her. I tried marking her. I felt this outrageous irritation I have never experienced before. What was that all about?

I felt insulted, slapped to the face. Why didn’t I claim her on time? Why did I turn her into my slave just to have fun with her?

I should have marked her at the beginning. I should have impregnated her, make her produce my pups.

I could be a father, but guess what? I wanted to have fun, and it backfired on me. Someone else touched her before me, someone else ripped off her clothes.

He was in a rut and f****d the hell out of her.

He was the first.

He was the f*****g first person to get her laid.

He claimed the top spot.

He got the jackpot.

And what frustrates me is that every time I glimpse at her face.

I am brought back to the moment of an Alpha thrusting into her, causing her to cry out his name in worship of his prowess.

I attempted to attack her and lock her in prison for the rest of her life.

Make sure that I am the only one who sees her.

I know I sound like a psycho, but that’s just how I feel, safeguarding my territory, protecting what belongs to me.

The moon goddess gave her to me.

I feel so annoyed, and it makes me mad. I want her all to myself.

I just need to figure out what to do, so I can mark her properly and she will be mine for the rest of her life.

I sat down in my room, got up, and paced about for a couple of minutes.

I was deeply worried and I hope I didn’t hit her as much as I did.

She aggravated me. If she hadn’t done that to me, I wouldn’t have lost my temper.

I hardly go out of control, and I always keep cool with myself, but she has been doing this to make me furious, while acting like the victim.

And her eyes were full of cold and darkness.

I am the Alpha. I should show examples to the people surrounding me.

As a wolf and a warrior, I sat back down on my bed when my sister came in with a growl.

“What the f**k is wrong with you? Do you want to kill her?” She snapped.

I looked up at her without a word and turned my face off.

I don’t want to start up a conversation with her.

She sighed. “I’m out of here. Can’t stand this bullshit.” She mutters and walks out of my room.

The door opened, and a beta walked in. He was one of my warriors. “My lord.”

By his scent, I could tell who he was. “Speak up and don’t keep me waiting.”

“My lord, your…Mrs Erza is back, and she wants to see you.”

Damn it.

“Tell her I would meet her downstairs.” I gave out my command.

“Yes, my lord.” He obeyed and left out of sight.

I got up and went to see her before she threw a tantrum and caused drama all over the place.

I wasn’t in the mood for such a thing right now.

I went downstairs and met her in a lovely red revealing dress.

Her hair was quite blonde, she got sexy legs as always; she was very curvy, and her bright black eyes were stunning unlike the other female Alphas I had seen.

“Hey, Handsome.” She stood up from the couch and came to me, wanting to kiss me. I stopped her and gave a long sigh.

“What are you doing here?” I questioned.

She smiled and slightly bit her lower lip. “I came to see my Alpha.”

I rubbed my temples and said. “If you have nothing to say, kindly excuse me.”

She held my arm. “Come on, baby, I want you so much.” She took a step closer to me and began rubbing my chest. “I want your big d**k inside my hole. It’s been so long huh, don’t you miss me?” She whispered seductively, and I brushed her hands off my arm. “Stay away from me. I’m not in the mood."

“Kijani.” she whispered.

“What is it?” I groaned.

“I miss you.” She tightly pressed her lips, pointed it at me, pressing them together to kiss me.

I put my second finger on them. “Not today, Erza. Leave this mansion this instant.”

I began walking away from her when she yelled. “I came to show this child who his father is.”

I stopped in my tracks and turned to her. “What did you just say?” I whispered.

“I’m pregnant, Kijani, and you are the father. I am with a child.”

At that instant, time stopped.

What did she just say to me?

My child?

“Will you stop playing pranks on me?”

“Do you think I would play pranks on you about something like this?"

“You must be joking. Tell me you are not serious.” I frowned.

“No, handsome,” she smirked. “This child is really yours." She took my left hand and rested it on her belly.

“I bet you can feel the energy of this child in your hand. If you don’t believe me, you can always wait till it’s born and then you will see for yourself."