Dominant teacher

Chapter12. Mark

“ what the hell did you do!?” I screamed ready to murder Stacy at any moment. After she charmed her way into my bed again she had the nerves to secretly videotape us and take pictures while having s*x. That wasn’t what ticked me off, it was the fact that she deliberately sent them to Hailey and now I was a dead man walking. I was dead from the inside from the first day I cheated on my girlfriend.

I knew it was bad and I didn’t deserve any symphaty but I could just imagine how devastated hailey was going to be when she received the evidence of me cheating on her. My parents were gone on a trip with my sister so I had the house to myself. I couldn’t go because of all these test I have going on at school. I was at home bored when I heard a knock on my door and before I could fully open it, Stacy threw herself at me and started kissing me. I wanted to push her away but she started grinding herself on me and I lost it right there. I took her up to my room and did unspeakable things to her, things I wouldn’t ever do to Hailey. I was so caught up in the moment that I didn’t realize Stacy had my phone and I was too late when she sent the videos and pictures to Hailey. I felt my heart breaking into a million pieces. I kicked Stacy out even though she protested and I called Hailey around ten times but she didn’t answer.

I yanked my hair hard and shouted over and over as I felt tears threatening to fall. I’ve actually cried once when Hailey left and now here I was crying again because Hailey might be leaving for good this time. I sighed and got up to take a shower. I couldn’t continue to hurt Hailey like this. I didn’t even like Stacy, but there was something about her that I couldn’t resist. I don’t know what, but I didn’t feel that way with Hailey.

I sighed and turned off the shower and got out while grabbing a towel. I tried calling Hailey again but this time it went straight to voicemail. I should just do the honorable thing and end it now because I felt like the biggest loser ever. I decided to break up with her through text messages, real smooth right? Anyways I began typing. —Hailey sweetheart, I love you so much and often wondered what it would be like to get married, have kids and grow old with you. I didn’t know that something like this could happen and I feel like the worse person in the world right now. I was going to tell you before that I cheated on you but I never had the courage to say it to you. I didn’t want to see you hurt. I could only imagine how devastated you must feel right now, how heartbroken you are.

I wish this didn’t happen in the first place and I could go back in time and fix it all, but it did happen and I was the cause of it. I love you so much Hailey, stay strong for me and remember if you need anyone to talk to I’m here for you. Hopefully we can be friends, if not I’ll understand. Take care of yourself and I wish you all the best that life has to offer— I ended my text and pressed send. I sighed and put my head down feeling like the worse person in the world, hopefully she can forgive me soon and hopefully we can at least be friends or I don’t know what would happen to me if she doesn’t.

I can’t believe Stacy did that to me right now. I wanted nothing more than to pack up and visit Hailey so I could make things right with her. We have been together for three years which was a long time and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her but s**t happens. I couldn’t control myself around Stacy and I know that I’m one of the worse person in the world.

I had the perfect relationship before it all came crashing down. The only reason why I cheated on her was because I felt fed up with the entire situation. I wanted Hailey here with me and I thought that I would stay strong for her until I could see her again but in the end I broke her trust.

I’m a cheater. I wouldn’t be surprise if she doesn’t speak to me at all after this. Here I am beating myself up over something that I did and hadn’t once thought about how Hailey was really feeling right now. I was only focusing on myself which was really bad. I sighed and looked at my phone hoping that Hailey would call me.

I shook my head and put it down then decided that I couldn’t sit here and dwell on what happened anymore, it happened already and there’s nothing else I could do about it. If I could stop it all from happening I would but I can’t.

I sighed and went downstairs to see if I could get something to eat. Now that Stacy wasn’t here anymore, the house felt so empty and because of that my thoughts remained on what happened and it was all I could focus on.

“ stupid f****r.” I said to myself and sighed as I started making a turkey sandwich so I could get something to eat and keep my strength up. I don’t know what I’ll do after this, but one thing for sure I wasn’t going to be able to forget Hailey no matter how hard I try. She has been my whole world and I lost it all because of the stupid choices I made in my life, I hate myself more than ever for what I did to her and hopefully in the end she can forgive be because I don’t know what I’d do if she doesn’t.