After Jessie left I began cleaning up my room because at any moment now Dominic was going to visit and I didn’t want him to think I was messy. I was so nervous about him being here at my house that I started to panic and I had to sit and relax a bit to calm myself down. I knew we weren’t going to have s*x because no matter what he never do it no matter what. I was yet to ask him about why he won’t have s*x with me but I made a promise I would tonight. I may came off as easy but I wanted to know what was wrong so I could understand what’s going through his mind. I rushed through cleaning and I went to take a shower. I nervously bit my nails as I awaited his arrival, I needed to calm down a bit. I started thinking about why he would want to visit maybe it was to give me another punishment,