Meghan Pov
I started breathing fast and faster as soon as I got to the kitchen. I didn't know what to do. I was so angry. I had no idea whom I was I annoyed at in particular. I have no idea where I got that silly idea of getting a juice for him. I thought that when I said that he could at least get some shame and stop acting the easy he was acting. But unfortunately , that is not the case about it hat he truly is. How can one person be this rude and at the same time so gorgeous. I cannot believe this. Unbelievable.
I have no idea if I will mange to get to finish my two month vacation here. I have only one month and two weeks now. I still have no idea if I will be able to get back to school. Hope my trust fund is not tempered with like what has been done to my inheritance.
"What are you still doing here " I am removed from my thoughts when I hear that voice. What has he come to do here. This is his house , my subconscious tells me and I roll my eyes at her . s**t. I know !! I feel like slapping her.
He is there standing up looking all handsome. Why does he have to be this handsome and at the same time so rude , hot tempered and every thing else compared..
"I am..
"Okay !" He interrupts me saying rudely. He heads to the fridge, getting a juice and going out leaving me standing there like I am a fool . s**t.
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Two hours later, I had finished preparing lunch and was busy preparing the dining table. Ethan was away to the stores , that meant that we were only the two of us left in the house. Even if I knew that he is so many rooms away from me, I felt so frightened by him. Jeff has never looked at me in away that didn't show hatred. This sacred me even more. What if he does some thing to me ..maybe even kill me. He can happily do that and no one will be there to blame him . Stop the nonsense...I shout at my brain .
As I was finishing setting up the table, I could feel some one looking at me. When I turned my back, I am met by those blue angry eyes that scare mW to the core.
When I turn around, I am met by Jeff in a vest and pair of shorts. Don't look, he is the brother of your boyfriend. I try to convince myself but some how my eyes are glued onto him and I am pulled out of my thoughts when I hear his deep voice.
"Are you done admiring " I immediately look away and feel like the earth should open up and swallow me due to the shame that I feel .Some how I manage to exit the place back to the kitchen. I had nothing to do there bit just wanted to be as far as I could from him. It was like one room was so small to accommodate the two of us. The whole house was just becoming so small to accommodate the both of us .
"Honey" I hear Ethan call from behind and I look back meeting my saviour. I immediately run towards him hugging him so tightly. ."I missed you the last one hour " I say. This is so funny. Not that I missed him in the way he thinks, I missed him being here to protect me from his his hot big brother. The guy some how just makes me frightened and intimidated whenever I am near him.
" I didn't know you missed me this much " he says with a chuckle. He pulls away from the hug kissing softly onto my lips. .He is a romantic guy and he needs to find some one who truly loves him. I have promised myself to fully fall in live with this guy but is like I just see him as a brother to me. I have tried loving him. I even don't know how I will ever tell it to his face one day. Hope he doesn't hate me so much. The better part of it is that we chose to have s*x when we think it is the right time And the poor guy is waiting for me. This is so funny.
."why are you laughing.? " I ask him abit confused.
"Your face, your truly missed me " he says hugging me one more time and we head hand in hand to the dining table. Guess what, the boss has already served himself and almost done. Couldn't he just wait to do it as a "family". That is why .
This man is a good one who needs to get some one who love him. I have tried so much to see that I fall in love with him but what I can tell you is that nothing has worked out at all ..Am all the same.
The same me who never loved him.