Meghan POV It has been a couple of days now since we have started this affair. Truly, it is the most beautiful thing that has ever happened me . However some times I obviously feel a little worried and wonder how am going to disclose this to Ethan without hurting him. Is that even possible, my subconscious asks me but I just ignore her. What worries me most is that tomorrow is Saturday and Ethan is coming over as he promised. But what am I going to do. How am I going to behave with Ethan and then with Jeff. All this time I have been trying to convince Ethan not to come home claiming that he needs to concentrate on his studies unless of coming back home when it is only one week away from home. I wanted atleast to get ready until when he comes but it is like I was not able to convince h