One day

Chapter 23

I'm Sen, one day I knew I shouldn't trust others too much.

Sana and I still have a lot of time to communicate, maybe I'll text her tonight… But I left my sim at home, maybe I have to wait for my mom to come to visit me and ask her He brings it to me next time.

Oh my gosh, I've been so absent-minded lately.

But actually, I still have some doubts about Sana, she has her own world and I can't see it, the only thing I see is a Sana with a normal lifestyle. I also don't want to pry into Sana's family, but it's strange that she ran away from home and went to the slums to live, leaving her mother at home crying and suffering.

It's just that things like this I am quickly forgotten, and I don't think about it anymore, so I always need a notebook to write down the things I need to pay attention to, but I leave it at home.

I was rushed to the hospital by my parents, some of my necessary items could not be brought along, so I had nothing to do at the hospital.

Furthermore, from now on I don't need to worry about retaliation. During my time in the hospital, I felt especially calm, not in the sense of quiet, of course, but in peace of mind.

Without Lilith, without having to go to school, a day passed like that made me so happy. The light in the room is light, if there are no people in the room, it can be said that this is the ideal place for me to relax.

The nurse laughed, told me I was stupid, and left. I do not realize what she had said until I was about to go to bed. At that time, I just thought she was going to do something funny, so I laughed like that, but I couldn't hear her last sentence clearly, so I was called a fool and didn't know.

Somehow even the nurse can make fun of me now, maybe I've changed a bit. Come to think of it, being told I'm stupid right in front of me and I still don't have a reaction is really stupid...

Because I'm bored with nothing to do, I randomly sit and think about the past. About ten years ago when I was in elementary school after the school event ended, our class was sent home first because the homeroom teacher was busy, and the other classes had to stay at school for a few more hours again.

The school let me go home early, but my parents didn't know, so no one came to pick me up, so I had to sit on the school grounds and wait until they came to pick me up. At that time, I was still childish, and when I saw other children playing, I join them.

Those children were also very enthusiastic. They didn't even know who I was but let me play with them. At that time, I was a bit surprised, later they found out that these children basically did not know each other. Everyone feels strange, so I'm not shy anymore.

In the group there is a particularly active and funny female friend, her name is Jimmy. We talked with her a lot, I don't remember exactly what the content is, but roughly about her situation. 

Jimmy said her family is very rich, even the richest in this school, and everyone else's parents must respect her parents.

My family belongs to a well-to-do family, listening to her say that also in an unconscious sense of admiration. Admiring the rich is just a reflex of ordinary people, after all, the rich are very good, of course, their children are too.

Jimmy talks about her daily life, which includes having a very large private room, a bunch of teddy bears and dolls, and dozens of other expensive things. She talked about it casually as if she was already very familiar with wealth, which made the other kids including me so much in awe.

Then my parents came to pick me up, I regretfully asked her what class she was in, later we can consider it as acquaintances. So we all exchanged class information and made an appointment to play together tomorrow.

I came home and eagerly asked my mother, “Do you know Jimmy's parents?”

My mother saying yes makes me admire Jimmy even more because she has parents so famous that all the parents of other students in the school have to respect her. 

My innocent soul thought so, who knows that all adults know Jimmy's parents because they look down on her parents.

The next day at school we met again on time, I was very happy because I am from have no friends and currently playing with six people. Honestly, I don't remember their names, because those friends are no longer friends two days later.

The class president of our class hates each other, so we have to hate each other, if we play together we will be ostracized by our class. That sounds childish, but it's completely true.

Then my class president wanted to challenge Jimmy's group, I heard that and accidentally said: "Don't do that, Jimmy's parents are very rich, if you touch her, they will make it difficult for your parents. ”

Ten years later I still remember this quote, it was my first admiration for someone and the first time I wanted to help someone. But the results were completely opposite, because of that statement of mine that Jimmy became a victim of school violence.

After I said that, the class rep said I was stupid and ignored me, went find a bully in the class, and made friends with him. Originally, this bully only bullied a few classmates, but he turned to Jimmy in another class.

He asked, who told me that Jimmy's parents are the most powerful in this school, I immediately pointed out that it was Jimmy, since then I haven't seen the bully hitting my classmates anymore. At that time, my awareness was not enough to know what happened to Jimmy, only that she lied to us.

My first belief was deceived like that by others, so later on I can't believe what others say for no reason, even if they tell the truth, I won't listen but verify it myself.

I don't know where Jimmy is now, if I see her again, I will apologize for my immature actions in the past. Although it doesn't work, I hope she can forgive me, or at least she will understand that I didn't mean to do so.

Time passed, soon the Bastard was discharged from the hospital.

Before the Bastard was discharged from the hospital, I directly told him: "Sorry to beat you to this point, but I hope you also understand that I am also a victim, so don't seek revenge on me in the future again."

I don't care if he hears it or not, saying one last sentence: "I'll ignore it for you to destroy my house, so let's both have bad luck."

Bastard scowled at me: “What nonsense are you talking about, we've never been to your house. I admit we wanted revenge, but we haven't done it once!"

I bewilderedly asked him: "Are you not kidding me?"

"I'm not the one who doesn't reason anyway, so if you've apologized then I'll admit it to you, then as you say, we're both unlucky. I will give up on taking revenge on you so don't bother me anymore, I'll be discharged from the hospital in just a day, leave me alone."

No, this is not the answer I need. What I want to know is has he ever sent someone to my house and the day before I was taken to a doctor by my father,  and who are twenty people be hit by my father?

More importantly, why did Sana say they were looking for me?

Sana lied to me, what should I do…

But apart from someone breaking into my house, I haven't suffered any damage, so Sana's purpose is difficult to guess. From saving me from thugs, making me stay at the motel to coming to me as soon as I got home, it was all an unbelievable coincidence, as if she was looking for something in me.

I always thought that she wanted the best for me, but now it seems that what James said is good for me, I need to cut ties with Sana.

Maybe Sana is hiding a lot of other things from me, I just haven't found out yet. It's disappointing, I'm disappointed that I trusted Sana when we weren't even close friends, and I didn't even know what kind of person she was.

Mom came to visit me that night but I no longer need her to bring me a sim card next time, because I decided not to contact Sana. How can I calmly talk to her after knowing everything, even I think I can't help but scold her for lying to me all this time.

However, just thinking about how she really used to treat me well, I can't bear to blame her, I laugh at myself for being so weak, I can't definitively leave this only friend...

I'm relieved because I haven't given Sana my phone number many times, so if I don't contact her, Sana won't be able to call me later. 

I'm so bored now, I don't want to pursue the so-called truth anymore, anyway I'm living a pretty good life in a lie.

That same night, the nurse came to find me again, saying someone had called me, and I panicked and told her to tell Sana that I wasn't here. The nurse found it strange but didn't say anything and did as I said, I waited for Sana to hang up and then asked the nurse to leave.

Maybe Sana already knows I'm here, but it's awkward for me to face her.

“Just now, was that Sana calling you?”

I don't find it strange that Bastard knows Sana, anyway I heard from James that their gang is connected, so it's normal to know each other. But the strange thing is that James said he had to avoid the Bastard because of the trouble I caused.

Surely Bastard wouldn't have much to say to me, so I didn't bother to ask him even a single question, saving me time.

“Yes, but Sana and I have nothing to do with each other.” I'm so sad to say this, but I still have to try to confirm that we have no relationship, Bastard shouldn't cause trouble for them because of revenge on me.