"He locked himself in his room for 2 weeks, and I couldn't take it anymore so I broke his bedroom door and when I did it was horrible, his room was trash, things were broken, nothing was in its place and Blake.. I.. I.. it took me everything to balance myself, he was a mess, his eyes were bloodshot, his hands were bleeding rapidly, he looked pale " Jason said crying and I was crying too, I hugged him tight and let him cry on my shirt "I just don't want to see him like this, I want my brother back, I want him to smile again, I want him to live again, " he said crying hard He held himself together and pulled away and I gave him a sad smile "Just don't hate him, Hope. He just keeps blocking everyone from his life " he said sadly. I hugged him and said "I can never hate anyone " We sat the