Blake's P.O.V "Jason it's all my fault, " I said to him it's been 2 months and she is still in the coma. He hugs me "it's not your fault Blake stop blaming yourself "he murmurs in my ear "I wish I took the bullet "I sob really hard I haven't slept, I barely eat, I don't talk to anyone, the school's over, my parents are worried sick, and Grace she is in worst condition then I am, Hope was her only family member, and now she is in the hospital because of me "I already lost you once, and I won't let that happen again," he said and hugged me tightly We sat like that for a few minutes, Grace came out of Hope's room looking like a mess, she doesn't hate me now once Jason explained her everything, She might have forgiven me, but I never forgive myself I don't deserve to be loved or to lo