Broken Dreams ⚔Assassin Series13 ⚔

Final Chapter

Bakit kaya ganun no? Kung kelan nakalimutan mo na siya, kung kelan nagawa mo nang maging masaya ng wala siya, kung kelan alam mong move on na move on ka na, saka siya muling babalik at ipaparamdam sayo na kahit anong gawin mo, siya at siya pa rin ang mahal mo. Nakakainis ba? Na matapos mong ubusin ang oras mo sa pagaabala sa sarili mo para dina siya maisip, sa loob ng isang segundo lang na pagpapakita niya, nagsibalikan lahat ng alaalang kay tagal mong tinakasan. Ilang buwan o taon ang ginugol mo para masanay ka nang wala siya, pero sa loob ng ilang minuto lang na magkasama kayo, pakiramdam mo hindi mo na naman kakayaning wala siya sa tabi mo. Sayang lahat ng paghihirap mo. Sayang na sayang dahil sa tinagaltagal ng paghihirap mo, hindi ka pa pala nakakamove on. Dahil hanggang ngayon, mahal na mahal mo pa din siya. Dahil hanggang ngayon siya pa rin ang itinitibok ng puso mo. Dahil kahit hindi natupad ang mga pangarap mo sa relasyong binuo nyong dalawa.. Ang ending sya pa rin talaga at wala ng iba.

Kaya minsan, mas mahirap yung pilit mong kinakalimutan ang isang tao. Yun ay dahil hindi naman talaga siya tuluyang nawala sa isip mo. Ipinilit mo lang. Parang manggang pilit na hininog. Maasim. Hindi nakuha yung inaasahang tamis. Sa bawat pilit mong kalimutan siya, mas lalo siyang nagsusumiksik sa utak mo. Dumating ang oras na akala mo limot mo na siya. Kunyari masaya ka. Kunyari kontento ka na. Kunyari nakamove on ka na. Pero ang totoo, alam mong hindi pa. Kaya nung dumating ang oras na nagkasalubong muli ang inyong landas, parang sugat na biglang tinanggalan ng bandaid ang puso mo, dumaloy ang sariwang dugo sa sugat na kailanman ay hindi naghilom.

"Kumusta kana Georgia?"

Kaswal na bati ni King sa kasintahang ilang taon ding di nakita.

Ngumiti si Georgia, yung totoong ngiti...

"Okay naman ako King, ikaw, kumusta ka naman?"

"Truthfully, I miss you, l could talk about you all day and all night and I’d still have a million more things to say. But too many words become meaningless, so I’ll just leave it at you’re the most wonderful person I’ve ever met, and I can’t imagine not having you back in my life.. Again!"

"You broke every promise you’ve ever made but I have loved you anyway." Chill lang si Georgia. Hindi nawawala ang ngiti nito sa labi. "You're important to me. I think if there's anything that will last forever, it's that. Whether we separate, stay in touch or rarely speak again, you will always be that little someone I really do care for, that I would sacrifice everything for to protect and keep safe."

"Don't you hate me?"

"Why would I be? I love you anyway.. Many are the plans and dreams I have for my future relationship.. my ideal man, the vows I will make and how we will face tomorrow with growing love and faith for each other. Whatever it might be, I lift all those thoughts to God. Because today, He is still preparing the both of us for a love that shall be anchored to Him; for a love that endures, gives genuine happiness, and a love that lasts for a lifetime."

Nayakap na lang ng mahigpit ni King ang kasintahan. " l love you Georgia... I love you so much!"

"I wanna be the girl who changed everything, that girl that made a difference, that girl who gave everyone a story to tell. Give me a chance to be that girl who would change your world!... King..." Nakangiting tawag nya sa binata.

"Hmm?"

"Date tayo!"

"Haha.. Kala ko kung ano ng sasabihin mo.. kinabahan tuloy ako. San mo ba gustong mag date tayo?" Panay ang halik nya sa buhok ni Georgia. Adik talaga sya sa amoy nito.

"I want to have a rooftop date with you. We’ll place a mat,wide enough for both of us to lay in. As we lay down side by side with each other, together we’ll watch how wonderful the sky is with the million sparkling stars and that wonderful moon displayed in front of us. Together we’ll count the falling stars as we wish a happily ever after story for us. I want to hold your hand all night and feel your warmth into mine. We’ll stargaze together. We’ll connect every constellations with our fingers. We’ll connect every stars until we draw our names together. We will feel the fresh cold breeze in our faces and act like jack and rose over the edge of the rooftop. I can imagine how you hold my open arms as you stand behind me and say 'Trust me'. I can imagine how I firmly close my eyes, feel the gentle slap of air on my face and shout, 'I’m flying!“. It may seem a little over dramatic but that imagination brings a wide smile on my lips. "I really wanna do it with you. And as a song lingered in that little space on top of the roof, we’ll spend the night together, making another unforgettable memory that will add up to those that we’ll reminisce when we are already old, and still together... a date to remember."

"Yeah, a date to remember... and also.." King, kiss her forehead and smile... "I want to go to Paris with you and get lost in the city of love. I want to write our names on a padlock in France and lock it as a metaphor of our eternal love. I want to sleep to the melody of your heartbeats. I want to open my eyes to the sweet sleepy face of yours. I want to feel our breaths synchronizing during cold nights while we share a book and a blanket. I want to enjoy a road trip with you, just you, where we run away to a serene place. You could be my light. You could be my savior. I want to be alone with you because when people surround us, I feel lonely. You, alone, are enough to fill me with joy and pleasure. I want to explore the world with you by my side. I want to witness with you a dim night under the shiny moon, stargazing. Nothing but space as our company. I want you, all of you. Mine."

"Our love is a book, darling. You and I are the hopeless romantic couple. Our feelings are the figures of speech that beautify this novel, our adventures are the plot, and our difficulties are the plot twist. But there is no end to this novel, for happy endings are stories that haven’t ended yet."

"Oh, Yeah! And, One day, hurt will also change into memories. A good memories.."

King was happy as he watched Georgia's bright face.

"It’s as if a million butterflies sprouted inside my stomach the day I first met you. They’ve been flying and flapping and playing around every corners of my tummy whenever you’re near and especially when you hold my hand. I almost freak out whenever they’ll go circling inside because thousand bolts of electricity seem to travel all over my body. It hurts but it’s the best pain I felt in my whole life. I tried controlling it every time I’m with you because it’s a little bit awkward if you ever noticed that there’s something weird happening inside my stomach. Days passed and I guess, I have successfully tamed this butterflies inside my womb. I’m expecting them to behave when you’re around because whenever they started misbehaving inside, it seems that they create a hormone that would burst inside me, and that’s the reason why I blush, I became clumsy and look awkwardly stupid in front of you. That’s their fault, not mine. So I patiently tamed this naughty insects, and tried controlling their naughty wings so that when we’re together, I would actually look normally okay. I hope I tamed them well."

Nangingiting hinaplos ni King ang pisngi ni Georgia na bahagyang namumula.

"And you’re here again. I can see your smile, I can hear you laugh. You hold my hand, touched my chin, kissed my forehead and looked me in the eye. My heart started beating fast and oxygen seems to run out inside me. I felt the rumbling sound somewhere inside my body and that’s when I knew, this butterflies are made to make me realize that you’re the weakness that I have. That whatever I do, I would still fall in love with you, over and over again, everyday, every minute and every second of my life. I guess, I never tamed them at all. Never. But of all the naughtiest insects, these butterflies on my tummy are those who always make me smile."

Georgia look at King, and whispered...

"King, ikaw ang ka forever ko."

Natatawang niyakap ng mahigpit ni King si Georgia, sumpungin, suplada, makulit at moody man ito, wala syang masasabi sa pagmamahal at katapatan nito sa kanya. Ngayon sigurado na sya sa kanyang nararamdaman para sa dalaga.

"I know, Georgia. we're destiny.. I love you."

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"Be with someone who is proud to have you. The person who can accept who you are with no circumstances. They love you with no regrets. They see you, one of a kind. Believe, that person is never tired of saying they love you and never tired showing it to you."

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King & Georgia ❤ Story

"There is no such thing as the “perfect” man or woman. Just find one who tries hard enough to make you happy and wants to grow with you."

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"Happy relationship it’s not about how many months or years you we’re together. Or how many seconds, minutes, or hours you spend talking chatting or having a video call. On how many trials you may encounter. How many arguments you’ve been with. How many reason that became you happy or discourage because of things that get rough. Those million miles you we’re apart. Those nights and days that you never been talk and have a lot of misunderstanding, those unreasonable reason to give up for, those tears that you’ve cried just because you’ve been hurted and misunderstood one situation, those trust that became love, love that became tears, those tears that became joy, those joy that became happiness. Those everything that made you perfect. All of these is just a bonus, a little special part of being in love, being in happy relationship. And the real fact to have a happy relationship is not about how many months or years you we’re together. but on how far or deep your love for your someone. And how strong you will define your love for him/her. How strong the foundation of it is. And how long you will stay in love.

-THE END -

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