Alexandria:- I am too nervous and embarassed to say this because I am afraid you are going to refuse it but can we spend...I mean can we make love? I know we never had intercourse or anything because your heart and mind still loves Seth but please try to understand I am dying and before dying I want to spend time with the woman I love so much. I always have, still do and always will even after death. I was the first one to land my eyes on you when you moved into the school. Not Seth. I wanted to make first move and Seth knew that because I shared it with him. He was my bestfriend and dearly to me so when he told me that he is interested in you and like you so much I stepped back but in return what did he give to you and me? Betrayal? I loved him like my brother but he hurt me. He hurt me