Amanda
I AM LIVING, but I am dead.
I felt nothing.
It's been a week since Jake knew the truth and he started to treat me like I do not exists. He moved to another room. He didn't stay at the house. He doesn't even look at me. Mas mahaba pa ang oras niya sa opisina kaysa sa pag tigil niya dito sa bahay. I'm trying. I'm trying to reach out to him but he always put me down. He put this large wall between us na parang hindi na ako makakapasok kailanman.
Yes. I almost see hell.
"J-Jake, breakfast ka na muna. Ni-niluto ko yung paborito mo." Ubod tamis kong ngiti sa kanya. Lihim kong pinuri ang sarili ko dahil kahit kandabulol ako sa pagsasalita nakuha ko naman ang atensyon niya. Linggo ngayon kaya alam kong hindi papasok si Jake sa
