Chapter 15
April Tel ford.
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I am not convinced why I still feel embarrassed to go to my own house. I kept myself hidden in Sierra's place. Like a coward.
But now that I went to hospital and saw Abel, still calmly sleeping in the hospital bed…
I'm not sure if I want to go anywhere but home.
That's what I'm doing. I drive slow, trying to focus on the road. Even though the music is playing out loud in the background I don't hear it, I feel numb to it as I don't pay attention.
I just feel lost, like in a way that I have no one else who can understand my life.
Ginny texted saying she was leaving, and I didn't have any reason to make her stay. At least she could get to her kids, who would be delighted to have their mom back.
As I get closer to home, I feel that empty feeling. I'm not
