Chapter 43 April Tel ford POV ■■■■ I am not certain how I feel. I didn't walk back to the party after Theodore left me, still naked and messy. I got dressed and practically sprinted until my car, keeping my head low so no one recognizes me or try to stop me, for a conversation or anything. I tried calling Sierra, but her phone was switched off. I'm sure it had to do something with David. Well, at least one of us has fun, like always. Every time when I used to think about my first time, I used to feel that my emotions or feelings might be different. Or that, I wouldn't feel a thing because I didn't. I didn't feel a thing with Edwin, ian or anyone. But the drove back from home, made me feel gutted for some reason. The house feels empty, my room feels hunted as I look at my heels